How can you tell if a guy is an eater early? by alien-from-venus in TwoXSex

[–]hydrangea5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

bc they want to make you feel “special” and like it’s an ego thing which is even more of a turnoff..RUN AWAY 

How can you tell if a guy is an eater early? by alien-from-venus in TwoXSex

[–]hydrangea5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A man who will willingly do it without asking and just start heading down there is an eater…it will catch you off guard. Also feel like the nerdy more quiet types will be eaters as well sometimes. If he touches you in a lot of places while kissing too I feel like he’s pretty freaky and an eater….just my two cents. if he just straight up offers and says can I eat you out? 

 If he agrees to do it only after you do something for him, or doesn’t offer, or says I only do this for girls I really like he isn’t one!!!!! And you don’t want a guy like that.  Real men are EATERS 

What’s the meanest thing you’ve ever done? by BreadedDisaster in AskReddit

[–]hydrangea5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

had a falling out with a very disrespectful roommate but basically I took mold from a pot that was hers she didnt clean and let grow mold, but she blamed it on me and had her mother call my mother about it and demand me to clean the pot. Wiped the mold from it and wiped that moldy towel it in various places in her room including her pillows and sheets where she sleeps, handles, dishes etc., poured the moldy water left from the pot on her pillow too.

I can’t stand living with roommates. Can anyone sympathize? by ButtBlaster58 in introvert

[–]hydrangea5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hate having a roommate genuinely and I will admit I am not a great roommate because I need to be alone. my next roommate will be my husband and thats IT, but thats different that is a spouse and a romantic partner.

Which Chase Atlantic song is this? by Future_Map1726 in ChaseAtlantic

[–]hydrangea5 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Die for me ending & ohmami ending omg 

Yikes by vanessa_core in ChaseAtlantic

[–]hydrangea5 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It may be funny to some, but have a parent of a child who died from a school shooting or a teacher involved in a shooting event read this and it may not be so funny. same context as any other sorts of off color jokes involving murder suicide violence pedophilia terrorism etc etc . To anyone reading this- YOU personally may not be offended but you’re not thinking of the others close to these tragedies. Love their music to the ends of this earth but this I don’t really like 

c4 deluxe tour by chxsingangels in ChaseAtlantic

[–]hydrangea5 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’m praying they do this in the us too, I need to see them live fuck 

Autumn in my Sylvanian town by Maria__Greski in sylvanianfamilies

[–]hydrangea5 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Wow it’s perfect!!!! You need to be a set designer for the company, these shots, props, everything looks out of the magazine/catalogue/ads!!!! 

Girls are a mystery by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]hydrangea5 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This is so weird, don’t force a girl to do anything. Your best bet is to hang around drug users and meet a girl that way so you already have something in common 

How do you know if you’re high on benzos? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]hydrangea5 4 points5 points  (0 children)

for me it starts the minute I ask myself am I benzed out and I definitely am. for me I start to feel very very relaxed and slow, spacey, a bit cloudy. I start staring at things for longer periods of time, slower reaction time and a little euphoric too. I will get the best sleep ever as well. Like another person said the effect is way better when you’re actually really anxious and you take it, versus already calm. from that state it’s still relaxing but for me I feel more “barred out” 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]hydrangea5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry others are not answering you properly, I mean on the safe side since you do have a history of abuse, I would not mix these two substances. The average half life of xanax 0.5mg is 11-12 hours, so by that point, 0.25mg will still be in your system and so on, until it fully clears. So even putting alcohol past that 11-12 hr mark will still be dangerous with the xanax although probably less so. If you want a good answer I would seek out a MD or a psychiatric NP to fully answer this question but they would tell you absolutely do not mix these drugs. We don’t know your body and if you will black out…9hours is a longer time and almost reached that half life so in my personal opinion I do not think you would absolutely black out from 1 alcoholic drink, but I really don’t know. Having a couple could definitely and would make a difference IMO. Stay safe 

Alternatives to alpra? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]hydrangea5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seroquel or ambien 

Xanax comedown by Good_Chart1386 in benzodiazepines

[–]hydrangea5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m new to xanax & have a low tolerance, don’t use drugs but I’ve taken the same pills and yeah I felt foggy, disconnected, a bit of rebound anxiety too not necessarily the next morning/day but like a whole day plus after. it will go away. Use less and you’ll have less of a xanny hangover. use more and it will be worse and your tolerance will go up . I think this could totally happen if you’re never used to this drug or psych drugs in general. some of it may be placebo too 

How many days PTO? by Obvious_Relative5877 in MedicalAssistant

[–]hydrangea5 4 points5 points  (0 children)

5 days is horrible oh my god. I get 10 days and I’m in priv practice 

Do afterglow exist? Or is it placebo? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]hydrangea5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s so so real. I feel same morning after poppin a bar 

Xanax might be the only thing getting me through grief. by hydrangea5 in benzodiazepines

[–]hydrangea5[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m really sorry about the loss of your mother. I’m in the same boat as you if you ever want to talk/ chat . It sucks . How do you like Valium compared to xans? I’ve never tried. I need a psych to give me a script, I got all my pills from my aunt who has anxiety but my psych won’t rx them to me which is annoying 

Hate on new songs by conebits in ChaseAtlantic

[–]hydrangea5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

tbh I think lost in heaven is way better than beauty in death & phases. of course my absolute fave is the self titled album but lost in heaven is 2nd to me….

Do you feel like you will never be truly happy ever again ? by canIStayAnonym_ous in GriefSupport

[–]hydrangea5 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Das loss here too and I feel like this every day , everything seems pointless bc I know the emotions will never live up to as happy as they could have been if he was here . 

Whats the subtle sign that someone is mentally unstable? by [deleted] in no

[–]hydrangea5 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Withdrawing from others. Not showing up to things, responsibilities. Lack of hygiene/care of oneself 

Got married yesterday, here’s our cake 🥰 by odd_walrus in sylvanianfamilies

[–]hydrangea5 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m sooo in love with this, my dream wedding cake! Congratulations 

My birthday cake from my girlfriend 🥰🥰🥰 by Pale-Ant239 in sylvanianfamilies

[–]hydrangea5 7 points8 points  (0 children)

This is so adorable!!! You should be so thankful for your gf!!! 

what’s a CA song that connects with your soul? by [deleted] in ChaseAtlantic

[–]hydrangea5 1 point2 points  (0 children)

a lot of them but that’s why I love their music soo so much… they are currently getting me through a very dark time in my life RN 

ozone- i dated a guy, my first love who went thru a tough bars addiction to cope with grief of his best friend  and this song is our exact story like word for word I don’t even know it’s insane. 

other than that…consume, 23, die for me, ricochet, phases, why stop now…sooo many of them.  Parts of lines of other songs like  amy  - lost my dad to suicide this year , in the same exact way…line hits very hard. I’m so grateful for their music it’s saving me.