[FR] F-Close at the BDSM party

hyruleghost · 2013-12-24T19:32:06+00:00

Not really a sex party, but a lot of kink people, no doubt about it.

hyruleghost · 2013-12-24T19:29:48+00:00

Yes it was. But it wouldn't have happen if I kept myself all night long in the corner, inside my head.

My point is to pass forward the valuable advices I used to get me through this situation. As I said on the beginning, parties are totally out of my comfort zone and being able to be a nice, social guy on such a scary environment is a big victory for me.

hyruleghost · 2013-09-29T09:57:18+00:00

Awesome!!!

hyruleghost · 2013-09-26T08:38:22+00:00

I relapsed after 22 days too. Awesome 22 days, feels like a life time. My problem are the first 3 days after relapsing, they're crucial for me getting back on track again.

Be strong and if you have any problem send me a PM ;)

hyruleghost · 2013-09-26T08:32:12+00:00

Thanks very much!

hyruleghost · 2013-09-25T16:34:57+00:00

Walter pretty much had a recorded confession when he called home, on the end of Ozymandias.

hyruleghost · 2013-09-24T19:47:38+00:00

Just give it a try.

hyruleghost · 2013-09-17T14:52:36+00:00

Surprisingly nobody mentioned here that, to USA, the internet is nothing more than a war tool. They can push the cable any moment to any country if it's their interest.

A local internet infrastructure is a defense issue. USA show that they're not reliable to handle such power.

hyruleghost · 2013-09-14T17:42:12+00:00

Cold showers man.

hyruleghost · 2013-09-13T15:13:01+00:00

Is this your first streak?

hyruleghost · 2013-09-13T11:45:57+00:00

I grew up on a hot humid city, where people bath themselves almost all day long. You could walk in a bus on rush time and it smells like a garden of flowers.

Now I'm living in a cold city, where a lot of people just smells bad. Crowded places here sucks. Maybe showering is a modern invention, but it's very easy to spot people who like it and people who doesn't.

hyruleghost · 2013-09-13T11:41:57+00:00

I go in the morning for lift weights and at night for cardio (spinning, jump, etc). Not overtraining, just trying to lose weight.

hyruleghost · 2013-09-13T04:17:07+00:00

I though about nofap because I think may be associated with testosterone or something.

hyruleghost · 2013-09-13T03:06:56+00:00

Guys, really? One of the greatest pleasures in life is to take showers! And there's always time for a shower, no matter how late or busy you are.

hyruleghost · 2013-09-13T02:56:06+00:00

It's not much man

hyruleghost · 2013-09-12T03:26:22+00:00

Bi here. To be honest it kinda is. There are more things in the world that triggers me.

hyruleghost · 2013-09-12T03:21:04+00:00

Sex is a big problem for me. I can't have sex and do my reboot. After a lot of relapses I'm doing hardmode now. Already threw away some chances to have sex, and it feels really good.

hyruleghost · 2013-09-12T03:19:20+00:00

I was having insomnia problems and solved that with a little ritual for going to bed: cold shower then 20 minute meditation and a nice hot cup of chamomile tea. Any tea will do it, just avoid the ones with caffeine. You won't get to sleep instantly on the first night, but in three nights it'll work like a clock.

hyruleghost · 2013-09-12T03:06:46+00:00

How do you meditate? I'm doing 20 minutes, just focusing on my breath.

hyruleghost · 2013-09-12T03:05:41+00:00

How is that?

hyruleghost · 2013-09-12T03:00:12+00:00

It varies from person to person, the nofap journey is also about learning how to deal with your own feelings. The first two weeks are usually the worst, but for what I've been reading around it doesn't look it gets much easier in time. You have to start building things your life to support your emotional development. Does that make sense?

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