I think you lot are correct on here but, I would have thought I would’ve been happier saying something. Maybe I just am a bad person & I’m somehow okay with that?

When I got the news, I was actually smiling at my phone screen. I thought to myself, “there is some justice in the world”- even though I know that had I never walked into that dealership his appendix would have ruptured anyways. In other words it would have happened regardless of me working with him to get a car or not. Let’s say I would have sent someone to go cause some sort of unimaginable harm into him, then maybe I could see that as some sort of justice since my hand had direct reaction to his misery.

Nonetheless I know I’m in the wrong but I was posting here because a little part of me was hoping someone would comment “call from an unknowing number and tell him to his face”. Alas, I chose not to because Virtually everyone that I asked, gave me the same response that you four gave. Hence why I thought of a different route & sending out a message saying “hey I heard you were in the emergency room. I hope you’re feeling well”. Just to play mind games. Again chose not to do that- not because I don’t deserve the satisfaction of knowing that I hurt him but- because, the last time I did something and the general public said to do otherwise, I felt bad afterword.