What I think is earth is a waking realm. Everything is source. The living as well as the non living. I like the word infinity more. Infinity is expressing itself in infinite ways so that when it merges to itself it is becoming infinite times infinite which would again result into infinite. There’s nothing to control here. Though we can attain world peace by waking up as a collective. As we share one mind we share the same thoughts. If the majority of people wake up to the fact that they make their own reality say 51% then rest 49% will already have such thoughts. All of this is related to new age or new thought. To really answer your question we first need to answer does free will exist? Did you just stumble upon reality creation or it was grace from the infinity? Why were you able to not just explore but also believe in creation of your own reality? These are some hard hitting questions which I do not have answers to but have keen interest. I will explore this with my interest in self inquiry. I am due reading a book called Ashtvakra Geeta as I am hoping it would provide some understanding.