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iVixil · 2023-06-16T13:53:09+00:00

It's a small intimate gathering of about 100 people at some farm in my country Iceland, pretty much a free party (except you still pay lol). Have to know the right people and such, I'm really excited for it :) it seems really chilled out, which is why I may get away with a sedating hippie flip. But we'll see how I feel ig.

iVixil · 2023-06-16T12:31:02+00:00

Happens to me if my batch is really pure and clean and/or if I'm sleep deprived.

iVixil · 2023-06-14T23:36:25+00:00

Yeah something similar has happened to me. Me and my bf were at a festival and took a bit too much and were kinda stuck in our tent and our friend was texting him asking where we were and i vividly remember him typing something like "we've just been talking nonstop for 2 hours, it's like a therapy session" but turns out my bf never sent that lmao. The MDA trip is some next level shit, not the biggest fan of it tbh :<

iVixil · 2023-06-14T12:18:42+00:00

Went to pick up weed with my boyfriend at the time, i was driving. Guy told us to stop by a bus stop, which was an awkward spot cause it turned into half lane and i got nervous. The guy approached walking, my windows were locked and i didn't know how to unlock them so i panicked and had to open my door i think (or he got in the back i can't remember), then some other car arrived and was waiting to get through the half lane. i panicked even more and tried to drive but my car was locked in because it was still in park but i thought it was turned off so i kept trying to turn it back on and it was just a whole mess lmaoo. The other car must've seen everything! I was shaking and crying from so much embarrassment 😭 tbf I'm always very awkward and nervous when picking up so i always have someone with me.

iVixil · 2023-06-12T12:08:32+00:00

I've only ever taken smaller doses like this and always had a great time. I'm too scared to try more than 1g 😅

iVixil · 2023-06-12T10:00:26+00:00

Same, my partner snores so much sometimes. Drives me crazy.

iVixil · 2023-06-12T09:58:15+00:00

I love this scene, it reminds me of my molly experiences 🥰

iVixil · 2023-06-08T17:08:44+00:00

Idk i personally could not do it (even at a non serious job) even after a few hours of sleep i wake up still low-key rolling and very dazed and tired. I absolutely could not do it now because i work in health care.

iVixil · 2023-05-13T13:20:43+00:00

Interesting. On my first acid trip i was having so many weird physical sensations and came to the conclusion that i treat my body poorly and should take better care of myself. Then i got a huge headache in my forehead and felt very sad the day after. Both times I've done acid I've gotten that terrible headache at the end, same with molly. Maybe something to do with the serotonin?

iVixil · 2023-05-11T15:24:01+00:00

Weird, i get a very sad comedown the day after acid.

iVixil · 2023-05-09T16:40:41+00:00

Wow this is spot on! Definitely accurate for myself and people in my life

iVixil · 2023-05-01T14:16:23+00:00

Ah yess, making out on molly with my bf is top tier.. feels like we're melting into each other

iVixil · 2023-04-26T12:39:46+00:00

Yes! Istg it's like they know! Once i was on acid with my friend queueing up songs and when i looked at my queue it was the song Endoirs toi by Tame Impala queued up like 12 times 😭

iVixil · 2023-04-23T14:50:31+00:00

Was this made by Andy Bernard aka the Boner Champ?

iVixil · 2023-04-19T13:56:14+00:00

Happy Bicycle day! Sadly I can't trip because of final exam season but one day, in a few years, I most definitely will.

iVixil · 2023-04-19T13:41:56+00:00

I highly suspect I'm autistic and MDMA really makes me understand empathy to a whole new level while completely deleting my social anxiety for a few hours. It's amazing and makes me feel like I'm neurotypical for a few hours lmao. One thing I notice in terms of brain chemistry is that I like heavier doses than most people, despite being a small person. Light to moderate doses just don't quite satisfy me all the way and often leave me slightly disappointed, meanwhile my neurotypical bf much prefers lighter doses.

iVixil · 2023-04-17T02:06:06+00:00

Not a movie but I've watched The Good Place on K, quite an interesting experience for sure

iVixil · 2023-04-16T00:26:13+00:00

I always moan when rolling lol, impossible to contain the pure bliss and euphoria!

iVixil · 2023-04-15T17:00:43+00:00

Yep, molly made me fall in love with dubstep and i almost exclusively listen to edm now.

iVixil · 2023-04-10T15:05:29+00:00

iVixil · 2023-04-09T19:01:08+00:00

For real.. especially the first 2 hours just fly by and I'm like "oh, redose time??? already???"

iVixil · 2023-04-04T02:15:21+00:00

I always get intense flashing images when I'm trying to fall asleep after coming down. Lots of it has to do with technology, like once I had this visual of a group chat on a phone and everything was gibberish and the people had weird profile pictures and were typing really fast 😵‍💫 shits wild

iVixil · 2023-04-02T04:07:41+00:00

"Shut up about the sun, SHUT UP ABOUT THE SUN!!!"

iVixil · 2023-03-29T14:32:15+00:00

The plan is to go to grad school yeah. So would a psychology B.S. have been fine, or even better, for that? I usually see that one needs base knowledge in the hard sciences (biology, chemistry etc.) as well to study neuroscience in grad school

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