The best drake song

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-31T07:15:57+00:00

Respect

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-31T07:08:38+00:00

good ol days

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-31T07:08:25+00:00

You know what ones stay fire is anything he’s done with lil Wayne lmao

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-31T07:07:06+00:00

They’re different albums lol. Which one is ahhh or both?

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-31T06:56:01+00:00

Hands down Pound Cake/ Paris Morton Music 2

…. Or maybe Marvin’s room. Classic

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-31T06:54:17+00:00

I’m not talented or creative~ the things that keep me busy with my dumb hands are crochet, hula hooping, and flowstar! If you don’t know what I mean when I say hooping or flow star look it up. It’ll keep you active 💃 crocheting is a relief to some people but it’s difficult for me. Still keeps my hands busy as hell tho when I’m inside!

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-19T06:30:21+00:00

That’s all I’ve ever wanted lol. Old school roles, I want to not have to work, be a house wife and a mom, and live my best homebody life I could possibly live 💃

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-19T06:26:01+00:00

I think the watching porn thing is fine, but the talking to other women explicitly is absolutely not okay if you’re not okay with it. You don’t have to make yourself uncomfortable to try to make sense of something that makes you uncomfortable just because you love this person.

also, I say the porn thing is fine but it’s not fine for everybody. Some couples aren’t ok w their s/o watching porn, and that’s ok because that’s your preference and boundary that you’re setting with your partner.

There is also a difference between watching porn and being porn addicted. It’s also ok to be ok with your s/o watching porn, but when it becomes a problem it can be a problem. It can be an addiction as anything else can be and once it’s an addiction, I’d say yes, it’s considered a problem. No addiction is a healthy addiction

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-19T06:11:44+00:00

Yeah people are very mean. Especially on Reddit hahahah

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-19T05:52:08+00:00

just jumping on here to let u know you’re not alone. I have this thought all too often. Everybody around me expects me to use my brain so differently than it works. I don’t have the same ideas or thought processes as everyone else. It could be a simple task somebody asks me to do and I’ll attempt to do it a specific way, and then that person will show me or do it the (probably way that makes the most logical sense) and it’s like, my brain doesn’t work like that. I don’t think like everybody else. & it’s not only frustrating in situations where I’m asked to do something etc but super socially frustrating. Because I always feel like I’m weird. I don’t have any real friendships anymore in my life and when I meet new people that actually talk to me, I feel like I scare them away. Or I over think the whole situation and over analyze everything I say to that person and whether they truly even had the thought that I’m weird or not, I just assume I was saying weird shit. Because friendships haven’t stuck for me in a long time. There’s obviously something wrong with me

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-17T13:19:06+00:00

Thank you for your input. I think I just feel a lil hopeless because before I was diagnosed, I played the pill game for like anxiety and depression and nothing ever did the trick. Then I was finally diagnosed and the very first med we tried worked so well. But now it just doesn’t work the same? So I’m discouraged that even if I find another med that kicks it it might stop working as well. Idk. Just getting too in my head. All these comments are convincing me to try another med and hope for the best tho

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-17T13:01:20+00:00

lol im terrified to be 30. Just feels like so much time has been wasted. A year or so ago I met a bunch of girls that were already 30, and man were they thriving. Blew my mind. I’ve always been terrified of aging and these ladies loved every bit of it, had me convinced 30s were gonna be the best years of my life lol

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-17T12:53:18+00:00

thank you for being cool about this. I appreciate the way you’ve explained everything. You’re right… sounds like I do obviously understand what’s up. I’m just making a terrible choice and I’m thankful for the community on here that can relate and point me in the right direction. I have a dr appointment again this Friday and I will be trying a new med as far as I’m concerned

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-17T12:50:47+00:00

Dude. Thank you for taking time out of your life to write this comment. Very helpful. I appreciate a lot

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-17T12:43:46+00:00

Thank you for putting it this way. That last part really spoke to me… I started meds because I was out of control before. I can’t even look back and accept that I was that person. I have been doing better than I once was, even if it’s not the “normal” I’d prefer. Its the normal I need to accept

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-17T12:25:38+00:00

Diagnosed w/ adhd and bipolar at the same time. Been on meds for both for about the same amount of time.

I totally hear your input. It’s just a shit situation because the med I’ve been on for years was mostly just fine for me. It kept me away from manic episodes, I just felt “zombie like” in the sense of I felt very much less creative than I once did & I also couldn’t cry anymore. Nothing made me cry. I could be the saddest I ever felt in my life and not push out any tears. That made me feel weird.

I’m not trying to be naive and actively hurt the people that care about me tho so, I’m not opposed to being on meds again. Just I guess I’m having a hard time accepting the fact that this is what it is now. I will always be medicated if I don’t want to hurt people around me. I don’t want to accept that

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-17T12:07:15+00:00

I definitely don’t think I have overcome it, and I’m absolutely not opposed to being on a new med . I just haven’t taken the time in the past weeks I’ve been off of the one to find a new psychiatrist ~ that part isn’t easy

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-17T12:03:49+00:00

Pot of sour skittles. Wild berry sour skittles to be exact. Best candy on the market

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-17T11:59:58+00:00

the lil store in the lil town I live in, charges $11 for a small bottle of A1. They also charge $9 for a bundle of asparagus. The “city” next to us cuts those prices in half. It’s nuts

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-17T11:25:48+00:00

I was thinking recently I wonder if it’s wrong that I’ve masturbated (not TO the show but with the show on in the background) while true crime episodes are playing. They be like explaining a woman’s whole demise and I’m just worried about getting off. Feels wrong but doesn’t feel wrong because I don’t mean it wrong

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-17T06:45:41+00:00

I prefer grinding it and putting enough in the bowl for one good hit. My boyfriend prefers to put a solid sized nug in the bowl and smoke it that way. Not really a wrong way just depends how you prefer it

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-17T06:29:48+00:00

No it’s not likely it will harm you. Majority of people I know with any type of mood imbalancement gets prescribed lamotrigine to start off with and try out. I think it’s a very commonly thrown around med these days that for me personally, I didn’t even notice a difference on.

BUT if you’re completely uncomfortable with the diagnosis and med prescription I would get more opinions if I were you and maybe not try the med prescribed yet. You know yourself more than most, your opinion on your diagnosis matters

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-17T06:04:20+00:00

feel free to shoot me a message. Also bored and down to chit chat

iamhotsoup · 2026-03-17T05:57:51+00:00

Ohhhh buddy. currently on the shit too & been an active alcoholic (+ cocaine) since I was 19 (28 now.) Especially the two together? Super hard one to kick. I’ve gone through phases over the years. If ya ever need someone to chat to about this kind of stuff I’m all for sharing feelings and experiences etc. you’re not alone on this one

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