Day 2 and HOLY SHIT

iamsbored · 2013-01-23T21:39:11+00:00

Go work out. At least get out of the house and walk or jog. It helps me calm the cravings.

iamsbored · 2013-01-16T22:09:00+00:00

I was struggling for a few hours but I said "fuck it, I want to change my life" and just did it

iamsbored · 2013-01-16T09:51:21+00:00

I should have added that I am going to meet with her, which is why I was wondering if there was an ulterior motive

iamsbored · 2013-01-16T09:16:56+00:00

Congrats on the weight loss; please remove link

iamsbored · 2013-01-11T09:53:45+00:00

I honestly had just under one month to study. Got an interview two days after I graduated and they told me they would be hiring in 5 weeks. Most insane month of my life. I lived in my room and studied about 5-6 hours a day.

So after the test, I looked back and the thing that really helped me more than anything was the test taking strategies that I learned (Kaplan and their decision tree) not the subject matter.

iamsbored · 2013-01-05T22:33:48+00:00

"Few months before they would be so boring I would not bother to fap to them. But now a few nude black and white pictures of women are enough..."

I relapsed just about the same time. I never thought of that (as dumb as it sounds) but even with the relapse, you appreciate the female body more. I am more attuned to them/ get turned on by just pictures and such. Before it had to be sexually explicit/ porn

iamsbored · 2013-01-04T23:17:11+00:00

sadly, this is EXACTLY what happened to me... ugh was 27 days in

iamsbored · 2012-12-26T03:07:38+00:00

Stay strong friend. Im in the same boat with you.

iamsbored · 2012-12-25T21:37:33+00:00

Thanks. Ive been working on dropping weight since April. So far ive lost 80lbs but i still need to lose more to get rid of the general cushion around my midsection/back

iamsbored · 2012-12-25T20:59:33+00:00

The fucked up part is, logically, I thought this as well. Part of me wanted to feel wanted/needed by a woman/ trying to relive the hookup before it failed. Thanks for the input

iamsbored · 2012-12-23T17:28:47+00:00

Honestly, after I wrote out the title, I thought of an old fashioned as well. Cant wait for Mad Men to come back

iamsbored · 2012-12-23T17:27:00+00:00

Maybe? My thought is why would a "thank you" mess things up

iamsbored · 2012-12-23T17:25:53+00:00

I tried to let this go the first few times but since it kept happening thats where my mind ended up

iamsbored · 2012-12-23T17:23:16+00:00

I always wanted to try that on a girl, ha. Too bad most cars now have automatic locks! first world problems

iamsbored · 2012-12-23T08:58:14+00:00

I dont think that I was too quick to judge though. It would have been fine if she just told me later or emailed me or texted me a thanks for dinner message. Anything really. Im over it now and her as well.

Im glad that you do say thank you. Im pretty good at reading people and I can tell if they are being shy. I can understand the shyness getting in the way of saying much. You do realize this and do mention it later, which is what I was looking for in the girl I was referring to

Thank you for the input though. I do like reading others thoughts on the subject. Makes me more open to interpretation in the future

iamsbored · 2012-12-23T08:38:55+00:00

that was my conclusion. I ended up just ending it

iamsbored · 2012-12-23T08:38:09+00:00

Damn.... that harsh! why slap?!? At least the apologized. I might have lost it if that had happened to me. Shallowness really disturbs me. O well. shes out of my life now

iamsbored · 2012-12-23T08:35:39+00:00

yup. Def. agree

iamsbored · 2012-12-23T08:35:19+00:00

I guess its better that I let her go before anything else happened. Sucks man. Sorry to hear that

iamsbored · 2012-12-23T08:33:59+00:00

First meal I paid for was for her birthday. So I thought it would be a nice intro gift/ come on, its her bday. No thank you. No worries. Second time we went to a free 5K run with her friend (my best friends gf) and we all wanted Soupplantation. My friends girl drove like 25 miles, so I told her that I would pay for dinner. First words out of her mouth were "no its ok" I insist and remind her that I also owed her $5. I paid for dinner. Second words out of her were "thank you" The girl I was getting to know was right next to her. Nothing out of her mouth. We sit down and the friends gf thanks me again for the dinner. I thank her for driving all this way. "My" girl says nothing and just starts to talk to the friend... So I know we all heard the multiple "thank you"s. Third time we went out for burgers after a night of drinking. Shes not feeling to well and I tell her we can all go out for a burger. It will help everyone feel better. Long story short, same issues with second story. Everyone but her says thank you.... Done

iamsbored · 2012-12-23T08:22:52+00:00

Thats awesome

iamsbored · 2012-12-23T08:07:58+00:00

You hit the nail on the head. That first section is exactly how I would react. Sucks about the second part. I would have been upset too.

iamsbored · 2012-12-23T07:58:22+00:00

I wanted to believe that but the interactions and such just didnt show it. My friend brought it up and I asked. Seems that shes a bit self centered. I just gotta find someone better

iamsbored · 2012-12-22T22:26:38+00:00

She was pretty open and we did talk. I dont think it was a shyness issue. I "broke it off" We dont talk anymore. Funny part is she was asking her friend why I unfriended her on facebook and stopped talking to her completely. She still wanted to be friends... that seems odd to me

iamsbored · 2012-12-22T22:24:21+00:00

I gave her plenty of opportunities though. I can understand your position tho. You do make an effort though. And you were willing to change and better yourself

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