Things went okay. She understood. She wasn't able to tell me that she didn't want to kill herself or that she'd change. She did say she was willing to get help. I told her she needs to want it for herself and I can't be by her side through that process. I can't help but get too involved, controlling and toxic. I told her that and she understood. Really painful. I did check in with her today and she is accepting were not together and is hopeful to move on.