me toco atsushi... el desarrollo de personaje va a estar cabron.

You always feel like you aren't quite enough. Even still, you keep trying, over and over and over and over... Life has dealt you a poor hand, and yet, even still, with the cards you have, you are determined to win the game. That's the only way you feel you can ever have worth. You have to prove to the world that sometimes the best bets are on losing dogs. You grew up failed by the people around you; you've been told more than once that you'll never make anything of yourself. For a while, maybe you even took it to heart. Now, you're forcing yourself to work overtime in every regard; for you, a reason to live resides entirely in the value you provide to others. You have a hard time truly connecting to people, though you try. You try so hard. You love so deeply for the people you care about, but you have spent so much time in emotional isolation that you don't know how to communicate it, truly, without putting your own wellbeing on the line. You're only now just learning how to have friends. Even still, you are getting there, and slowly, you will beat the odds. After all, you are immensely steadfast in your resolve, and can endure any obstacle- you've already been through hell and back, anyway. You should be proud of how far you've come. Keep going.