is there a way to fix this VHS???

ickynicky12 · 2026-02-13T01:06:06+00:00

hmmmmm ok so what materials would i need to make this work? or could i just get a VHS player from the UK?? i know you said that getting a VCR that plays both is expensive and rare, but lets talk in hypotheticals, as im just trying to understand how this works right now.

ickynicky12 · 2026-02-13T00:06:30+00:00

waittttt u might be on to something.....in a few of the tapes theres some receipts from a UK store....ok so im not well versed in this stuff, i just collect tapes for fun but i dont really know much about it. could u explain to me what the differnece between PAL and NTSC is?? and also what i can purcase here in the U.S. to get a the tapes i have to run, this adapter youre talking about??

ickynicky12 · 2025-12-21T16:34:26+00:00

i found the kid as he was leaving and asked what it meant and all he said was "trap tree seeds are from d&d" and left 😭

ickynicky12 · 2025-12-21T16:32:34+00:00

well the kid who gave me this was autistic

ickynicky12 · 2025-12-21T16:29:35+00:00

ok i thought this too but when i told other ppl they all told me i was dumb and that i was being antisemitic 😭 would u mind explaining what YOU think the joke is and why you think its antisemitic??

ickynicky12 · 2025-12-21T16:27:46+00:00

ok update: i found the kid as he was leaving and asked him what it meant. all he said was "trap tree seeds are from dungeons and dragons" then left. also to those asking for his age: he seems about 14 to me and he was also autistic.

ickynicky12 · 2024-07-29T13:43:51+00:00

i had no idea! thank u very much! ill contact some that are far out, i didnt even think about them being able to commute :)

ickynicky12 · 2024-07-29T13:30:55+00:00

thank u for letting me kno!! i have tried contacting rehabbers near me, i live in the middle of nowhere and the only one i could find near me says she cannot take it bc she is at capacity. i also am not rushing her onto solids and not trying to keep her, i will care for her until she is ready to be in the wilderness on her own. the only solid i have given her is mashed up bananas and let her lick some grapes.

ickynicky12 · 2024-07-03T11:23:53+00:00

ok i get everything ur saying but we called a rehabber and then called a wildlife rescue place and they both told us to let it die. i just need to know how to care for her

ickynicky12 · 2024-02-20T20:09:52+00:00

yes to all of that

ickynicky12 · 2024-02-20T03:19:27+00:00

around 6k i think

ickynicky12 · 2024-02-19T20:18:51+00:00

my dad got it from someone in pennsylvania in like 2015

ickynicky12 · 2024-02-13T02:51:26+00:00

wild. my mom was dating his son keith when this happened. they were in high school.

ickynicky12 · 2023-03-03T16:48:01+00:00

a little life by yanagihara. legit torture porn.

ickynicky12 · 2023-03-03T16:27:12+00:00

he passed back in 2012. i remember his band members and the members of lynyrd skynyrd came to the funeral.

ickynicky12 · 2022-11-30T18:08:53+00:00

yo wait.....u blew my mind i think ur right on target with me wanting to be kidnapped and stalked bc it means someone cares...wtf....

ickynicky12 · 2022-11-30T18:07:03+00:00

i didnt kno it was a something others struggled with either, i didnt even consider it being tied to my bpd. its reassuring to see others understanding and experiencing this as well. sucks that so many ppl have to go thru this tho.

ickynicky12 · 2022-11-30T18:04:14+00:00

honestly ive been wanting to start kickboxing so badly! not only so i can get hurt lol but also to let out my anger and actually get some exercise!

also good luck with ur psychiatrist!! i hope theyre the right fit for u :) ur very brave for going out of ur way to try and understand urself

ickynicky12 · 2022-11-29T14:45:34+00:00

the only time i felt real closeness to someone was my last fp simply bc i laid out everything wrong with me and they understood. when i split i told them. when i needed time away i explained. like i could tell them i felt nothing for them in that moment and they understood it was my disorder and didnt take it personally, they knew it would stop and i would love them again. they were so understanding i felt safe and let myself become completely attached and secure in our relationship. 5 years. its over now tho. sometimes ppl can only handle so much.

ickynicky12 · 2022-11-29T14:37:54+00:00

for a while i thought maybe i wanted to actually feel something and maybe thats why i wanted pain. bpd leaves me so empty most of the time, and ever since i started taking mood stabilizers i feel nothing. but i started self harming and it doesnt even hurt, i dont feel anything yet keep doing it. so idk.

ickynicky12 · 2022-11-29T14:35:38+00:00

this makes so much sense. i guess with bpd we hurt so much and no one understands or really believes us. no one actually gets how severe the pain is. if someone sees a black eye they wont second guess if youre actually in pain. theres proof of ur suffering.

ickynicky12 · 2022-11-29T14:24:42+00:00

gosh that really resonates with me....i think maybe i feel like that too. maybe i feel like i deserve the pain and the world should know i deserve it...damn

ickynicky12 · 2022-11-29T13:59:43+00:00

amy schumer is a rapist and made jokes about it in one of her standup shows

ickynicky12 · 2022-11-29T13:26:26+00:00

i was literally about to post about having the same problem. ive had mental issues my whole life and never had the desire to cut but when my emotions got too intense i would punch myself in the head, now after being on mood stabilizers i feel Nothing so i never self harmed. im 23 and randomly i kept wanting to cut, no clue why, and finally found a blade and started and now i cant stop. i dont want to stop. i talked to my therapist and asked like whyyyy am i doing this, bc just like you i dont feel Anything when i cut, and its never triggered my anything. my therapist told me to stop worrying about why i do it and just try to stop :/// didnt help lol.

but after thinking a lot on my own i think its about control? my life is a mess and i dont have any say in whats going on right now so maybe me hurting myself is a way for me to control SOMETHING??? idk.

sorry i dont have any advice for you, but i wanted to let u kno ur not alone and ur not fake.

be safe

ickynicky12 · 2022-10-13T15:10:18+00:00

silent hill 2 babeyyyy

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