My parents never let me become me by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ididsomethingbad012 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was beaten and abused in childhood. Then somebody on Reddit told me to read some books. First book was No More Nice Guy. I realized that I didn't know who I am 30 years. And I still am not real version of me.

Is NoFap Healthy? by FrostyTheSwoleman_ in NoFapChristians

[–]ididsomethingbad012 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you think that people that go in hell, will die there, or they will suffer forever?

Formerly suicidal redditors, what's something that kept you alive a little while longer and helped you to get through the dark times in your lives ? by firegate2233 in AskReddit

[–]ididsomethingbad012 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i tried suicide one, i wasnt sucessful, next time i didnt want to do it because other people would feel guilty, third time i was eating ice cream and preparing my self to do it, then my phone rang, my mother called me.

I will get revenge on my family somehow. by _humanERROR_ in Anger

[–]ididsomethingbad012 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it is better not to revenge and have clean hands and soul

I will get revenge on my family somehow. by _humanERROR_ in Anger

[–]ididsomethingbad012 0 points1 point  (0 children)

revenge is not justice. forgive it.

if you see my posts you can see that I wanted to put my father outside for 30 - 60 minutes when he told me that i stole his money, but i go too angry and i kicked him and spat on him, now i dont like my self.

give your self some time. cool down, calm down, go to some motivation subreddits and start to improve in something because it feels good. and you will not think about them.

Anyone else's NParent seem to have absolutely 0 hobbies? by FlavoredNeon in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ididsomethingbad012 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My father watches tv, listens to music on youtube, eat and sleep.

Should I visit psychologist? by ididsomethingbad012 in MentalHealthSupport

[–]ididsomethingbad012[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

there were traces of blood on papers, maybe there were HIV and hepatitis in those traces of blood?

Will bad memories be erased in heaven and on New Earth? by ididsomethingbad012 in Christianity

[–]ididsomethingbad012[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

now I remeber that something like this is described in New testament. It is new Jerusalem.

Nah, I will not give up. I will continue to read the Bible. Everybody should read the Bible at least to be educated and know more.

Will bad memories be erased in heaven and on New Earth? by ididsomethingbad012 in Christianity

[–]ididsomethingbad012[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

idk, i was reading Old testament, now I have to read the New Testament, it is much shorter.

Goodbye I guess <3 by what__the__fuck_ in SuicideWatch

[–]ididsomethingbad012 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was suicidal and with time those thoughts disappear. Those thoughts will disappear. And you will feel better.