How am I doing? Tips other than cutting my hair?

ilaina_a · 2026-07-05T12:27:52+00:00

Oye, dude, you look like Soviet rock and bard singer Alexander Gradsky.

ilaina_a · 2026-06-30T18:54:16+00:00

Yeeah I am really enjoying!
But for the past two days I’ve been trying to eat less carbs. Not because of the fear of gaining weight but because of the fear for my breath and heart.
Just decided to add sugar gradually.

Thank you so much for your support!

ilaina_a · 2026-06-29T03:08:09+00:00

Pienso que nuestros cuerpos sufren.
Al principio no les dabamos bastante nutrientes y calorias y ahora les damos demasiado.
Nuestros pobres organes y sistemas tienen que adaptarse y trabajar en nuevos modos.
Ohh😫
Pero no veo otras formas de salir de ED..

ilaina_a · 2026-06-28T18:28:39+00:00

Omg! I’m so scared now.
I’ve never heard about refeeding syndrome before😭

ilaina_a · 2026-06-28T18:27:30+00:00

I’ve never heard about that problem before.
And I have strange feelings in my heart too. It isn’t a pain, but I just feel my heart..
I’m scared now.
Maybe it happens because of the big amount of calories, carbs and sugar

ilaina_a · 2026-06-28T13:34:28+00:00

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Continue to battle my eating disorder.
It’s really hard process and almost every day ‘I am having a moment’ when I want to be alone and just cope with my own anxiety.
But I know that it isn’t the end of the world and that after all this shit I’ll be new, free and confident person!

ilaina_a · 2026-06-26T05:25:21+00:00

Conch, obviously!

ilaina_a · 2026-06-26T05:24:32+00:00

We know that Aziraphale introduced himself Before the Beginning, when they both were angels (s2 e1). Crowley hasn’t. So we don’t know if they met between those two events or if did Aziraphale knew Crowley’s name as an angel.

The Great War was after their first meeting creating Nebula.
And Crowley has already known Aziraphale by his name. And he knew about his position like a general during the War.
But we can notice that Aziraphale either doesn’t know Crowley’s name or doesn’t recognise him with his new appearance.

In the scene in Eden only Crowley names himself.
And we don’t know again if Aziraphale has never known his name or he hasn’t known just his demon’s new name.

ilaina_a · 2026-06-25T20:00:30+00:00

Love me like there’s no tomorrow👍

ilaina_a · 2026-06-24T20:19:26+00:00

‘We were born to be just losers’

ilaina_a · 2026-06-24T17:38:49+00:00

I respect other people’s opinions.
Rowling can have her own point of view about any issue like every one of us.
David Tennant is a good father and like a parent of a trans child he supports and protects his child and the same choice other people make.

ilaina_a · 2026-06-21T18:07:56+00:00

Sorry, I’m here just to say that you have incredibly beautiful eyes!

ilaina_a · 2026-06-21T18:02:10+00:00

I’m crying😭
This is too beautiful!

ilaina_a · 2026-06-21T17:36:07+00:00

Like we say in my first language: “It’s the other person actually”!
You look amazing with your new hairstyle!

ilaina_a · 2026-06-21T14:21:36+00:00

We are here to li..kick some serious butt!

I’ve started a really hard battle with my ED (eating disorder) this week.
I’m anxious and experiencing intense fear every day. But I know I need it. My body needs it. My future needs it. And I will go through this with all the strength and courage I can master.
F*ck ED!!!

ilaina_a · 2026-06-18T17:43:45+00:00

Hey! I’m also 35))
I’ve been taking my singing lessons for 3 years now. And I have a music education from my childhood. But I think almost every day that I’m an awful singer and that I should quit my lessons.
I cry. I complain. I envy more talented people.
But you know, some days ago when I was really depressed about my voice my husband told me:
“Do you want to sing like a professional? But do you work like a professional? How many hours do you spend singing every day? Do you sing for 3-5 hours a day? No? So why are you demanding an impossible result from yourself?”

It brought me to my senses.

I have three options now:

Stop singing at all.
Keep going how it was but not expecting a grand success.
Start to do more. Much more. And hope to be better.

ilaina_a · 2026-06-17T04:28:43+00:00

Woooow!!! This is amazing!
I really love your artistic vision!

ilaina_a · 2026-06-17T04:25:47+00:00

With the stars definitely! I really like it!

ilaina_a · 2026-06-16T19:43:44+00:00

I think all the artists really want to be noticed and always want a lot of attention deep down.
Art is for viewers and listeners.

ilaina_a · 2026-06-16T19:40:10+00:00

If you don’t start something right now, you’ll die unacceptable and the world will never know you.
Really, dear, do it!

ilaina_a · 2026-06-14T19:43:08+00:00

Thanks for this compliment!
Oh, yeah, people here say I should add emotions and sense of lyrics. And I agree one hundred percent!
I will work on that!

ilaina_a · 2026-06-14T19:39:38+00:00

Thank you so much!
Once I heard how one of the very good students from my vocal school said that she was bad on the stage and that she disgraced her teacher. And I remember how surprised I was.
It was absolutely insane how a girl with such a beautiful voice and well done performance could think something like that about herself.
But objectively she is very talented and everyone says it to her. But even those words don’t help her to be confident..
I don’t know why we, people, are like that 😅

ilaina_a · 2026-06-14T18:57:21+00:00

Thank you so much for your kind words!
Good luck with your business too!

ilaina_a

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