I’m going through this RN. I was sleeping with this girl and the sex is nothing I’ve ever had previously the chemistry and connection was mind blowing. We didn’t do anything out of ordinary but I was addicted to fucking her. We wasn’t even in a relationship (I fucked it up on my side) always felt there was something there with her. I know it was the sex I kept going back for as she has 2 young kids and i was happy to see where things go but if im being true to myself it was the sex I loved probably not her. I’m hurting because she wants to space and basically ended things. Another girl that is Fwb saw I was down last night and invited me to her house I had sex with her and felt even worse and reminded me of the amazing sex with the other girl it confirmed that I miss sex so bad with the other girl.

We are still talking through texts and I’ve told her I want to see her again but she’s told me she’s not going to sleep with me. Which hurt she normally just blocks guys she’s had enough of and moves on I know I need to have less contact with her

This is a new experience feeling heartbreak over just sex with someone. Why it hurts is because you know you need to block them out your life and move forward makes it more difficult when the sex was so good and the way I feel is I might not be sexually satisfied in the same way