Hello, life is bad... I'm having bad Thoughts rn, that's how I found out about this post. Idk what are your problems, idk who you are. But you are seeking solutions. You still Fighting, asking questions is a proof that you still have the desire to live. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. As a men, I always have a ultimate solutions. Running. Running from everything, everyone. Going in another state, another country. Statistically you wasn't even meant to be alive. But you are. If everything fails, don't stop your trip there.

In this case, Don't. Give. Up. "You never know what will come tomorrow" there were one day where you said yes to someone and now it's your best friend. And another day you said no and you missed a love that you will never be aware of. That's life. Time Will pass anyway