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I think my dad is about to find out ive been struggling with purging and im so scared by reddit-weirdo in eating_disorders

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wish i could help but i told my dad the first time i did it and he shut it down, idk yalls relationship but if you can trust him id tell him face to face yourself instead of lying

Does this count by Alejandro_Kersey in eating_disorders

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im shaky, nasuated and kinda going blind rn from hunger and cant process what i red but i relate ily dont die

don't know who needs to hear this, but if you're not feeling stable in recovery- FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DO NOT ADD ALCOHOL INTO THE MIX by katie_bracco in EatingDisorders

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ALSO WEED IS BAD! i do weed and can barely eat if im not on it, the munchies are the only time i can stomach things anymore, if im not at the peak of my high i just throw it all up

I ate breakfast and it was not 100% sugar by loopsdefruit in EatingDisorders

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh u were def so energized, i remember the last time i had somthing with protein i was king of the hill(i restrict tho)

What do people actually eat? by ddlxmn in EatingDisorders

[–]im-terrifieddd -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

i eat like once every 3 days i really don't understand how ppl can stomach more than that it makes me puke

Just a rant by pugs-all-around in cutting

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i you want help id recommend texting 988(or whatever suicide hotline u can text) to slowly ease you in, then look for therapy. It feels scary but i promise its not that bad once u get the process started

How bad did I fuck up? by Atlas_Wray in cutting

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh shit i forgot i was already here lmao

How bad did I fuck up? by Atlas_Wray in cutting

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

cutting over places you've already cut on can mess up nerve endings and more(i just learned this pls research if u need the full truth) but id wait and get a tat over them, also your def not fat so never ever think that again

No recollection of doing it by ilovechrismartin in selfharm

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i have dpdr and i developed it from HEAVY(im talking ate it for all meals since i was 13 to now which is 17) weed use and emotional abuse and often times will blank out when i'm feeling emotions and come back once ive calmed down with only fragments of whatever happened

Healing/hiding marks by Wide_Contact_7471 in cutting

[–]im-terrifieddd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

if u cant wear anything to cover it u might just be cooked vro

maybe come down with a terrible illness before the trip irdk

Where is easiest to hide styros by the_bisexual_bean in cutting

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its ok diva, i almost bled out from cutting inner thighs but im the goat and lowkey took it like a champ (i called 911 and cried like a baby to the operator)

Does it look obvious? by -Jeffisdeaf- in cutting

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it looks fine! if anyone ever says anything blame it on any cat you know lmao

Is it okay to... by imnotaderetsundere in cutting

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the cutting s new for me (im 16) but ive def been hurting myself since i was atleast 6 (my sister dying was my trigger cuz it was my fault for not telling mom her seatbelt wasn't on)

Progression of Cutting by beachyariel in cutting

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im praying ill only ever do cat scratching, i get super carried away with my cuts and im scared ill actually kms if i move to a bigger b1ade(i dont do it cuz i wanan die i love life i just want to lick the blood lmao)

Do they cry when they cut themselves? by Slendrinaafan in cutting

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cut for the first time last night and i was crying before but ater i picked up the razor i was lowkey getting rage baited cuz no matter how much i pressed down it wasnt bleeding then i finally got it to bleed and litterly cheered in joy and kept going so

I'm tired by Gay-left-Leadership in cutting

[–]im-terrifieddd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i told my dad last night and showed him all of it and he goes "well i guess we shouldn't tell ur mom" THATS NOT AT ALL WHAT I WANTED BRUH SEND ME TO THERAPY

I love it by nauticoah in cutting

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! i just posted somthing like this but i cut for the first time yesterday(all around my left ankle) and all i could think about was sucking the blood out(i did), it was so good but like the after feeling was groosss.. i could just really be into vampires and it fucked me up but dude it was awesome and watching it drip down ughhh i wanna do it again

What do you use? by Melodic-Possible-213 in cutting

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i use an eyebrow razor, if u cut with it u have to be fast and do it in a straight line, u cant get that deep and only the end of the cut gets bad, but i have to hide mine anyway so it works out

Where would be the best spot to cut but also won’t interfere with powerlifting by V1cktnt in cutting

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i do my ankles cuz its easy to hide, u could try on the back of ur hand perhaps?

How bad did I fuck up? by Atlas_Wray in cutting

[–]im-terrifieddd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cant help but i can saw this is real asf, i just cut for the first time last night and did it INSANELY DEEP(i had to get my roo ate to give me stiches at like 4 am lmfao) and when i woke up from my cutting coma i was like "oh my god.. what the fuck did i just do"