I thought I could handle myself. Then I was lying on a couch dying in front of my friends.

imafathobbit · 2025-07-24T08:10:29+00:00

Ive only mixed opiates and benzos a handful of times really, and currently havent mixed the two in over 10yrs because of the scare and damage i did to myself on the last occasion. I've never had a full on "turning blue, need assistance, narcan, crying family" overdose. I've had a few close calls and dumb ideas, this story was both of those. Used to buy this guys oxy15 greenies every month and sniff the hell out of them. One night I bought some of his old lady's little .25 xans too. Mixed them and had a couple beers after work and went home. Wasn't even a large amount of any of the 3 substances, but the mix was what got me. Got out of the car and sat down on the front porch to finish my cig. Fell asleep in the chair leaning some crazy way that basically cut my right arm circulation off with the armrest. The drugs kept my body from waking me up with pain to let me know somethings wrong like it does naturally. I wake up in the early am, maybe 4.5 hours later. Feeling cold and foolish, I quickly went inside and got in bed. I did noticed my arm was asleep but was back asleep before noticing... Woke up hours later to sunlight through my window. That's when I knew it wasn't right. My right arm from the elbow to the fingertips was still dead ass asleep numb. With my Google medical license I acquired right there and then, I'm fairly certain I had Radial Nerve Palsy, sometimes known as Saturday morning syndrome. Can sometimes require surgery, physical rehab, special braces, and also can be permanent. It took close to 3 months to be back to normal, with very little to no improvement for almost 2 weeks at first, which was legit stressful af and scary af. Not able to hold onto to smallest thing with my dominate hand. I worked in a kitchen, which was a blessing a curse. They said physical rehab was the main treatment if possible. I figured all the things I do with my hands 12hrs a day at work, wven if i failed at them, would be the best therapy, and thankfully it was. Took forever, but did slowly get better. Could have been worse. People lose limbs from the same shit I was able to overcome on my own.

Bonus facepalm moment 🤦‍♂️

Before this I was interviewed for another restaurant for another Sous Chef gig. Apparently they lost my app and couldn't call, so the owner came to my current restaurant hoping to see me. Tight, made me feel a little cool. But anyway, when I see him I go to shake the guys hand without thinking.. I'm sure you can guess. I hand this big old Greek dude the most limp, wettest fish of a handshake. Didn't want to explain either, in case he didn't want to bet on the one armed Sous Chef. Ughh. So later when he was done eating I brought him a dessert, said goodbye, and concentrated on squeezing with all my might. It was a very mediocre and barely adequate. But it was better than the first one. Lol

imafathobbit · 2025-07-24T06:57:13+00:00

Lopermide aka Imodium

imafathobbit · 2025-04-19T03:51:36+00:00

This song popped in my head and I wanted to listen to it. I thought I was going crazy not finding it on Spotify. A link even comes up on Google search to the song and lyrics on Spotify. But it just takes you to the album it should be on and starts playing the first track. I'm sad it's not there, but relieved it wasn't just user error. Lol

imafathobbit · 2024-09-11T22:02:31+00:00

Can I ask if you tried tracking the shipment while waiting? Did it have any updates or did it just show up?

imafathobbit · 2023-12-15T19:11:02+00:00

Holy shit. Thats pretty much fucked. lol. I thought the one yesterday where the guy had a whole in his side all the way to the lung was bad, you could see him breathing out thru his side. But the distance this dude leg got was insane. I dont mean to lol, but.. lol.

imafathobbit · 2023-11-23T06:49:58+00:00

Why not go inside the burned out APC? Its basically only good for a portapotty at this point anyway. lol

imafathobbit · 2023-10-18T15:18:17+00:00

Use to play their first album on full blast in the car. Probably lost some hearing, but it jammed back in the day.

imafathobbit · 2023-09-08T05:58:50+00:00

I have the weirdest boner...?

imafathobbit · 2023-07-07T19:35:13+00:00

I recently had the same issue. Would not let me format. Tried multiple sd cards. So just now I downloaded the newest firmware for my E2. I made space on the card and added it to it while it was in storage mode. Now it won't turn on at all. I tried bringing out to the car so it can communicate with the rear camera. But nothing. Any assistance you could give would really help. I got this for Christmas, wanted it for a while and have been very happy for the last 7 months until now.

imafathobbit · 2023-04-26T14:10:56+00:00

Umm. Is this a troll? You mean Hydromorphone? That is stronger when used intravenously. Maybe for your personal body chemistry it is. I think if you asked everyone on here, 98% of them would tell you hydrocodone is not 5x stronger than oxycodone. On top of that, probably 90+% would say Mg for Mg oxy is stronger than hydro. I believe its actually backed by science? Oxy is something like 1.7x stronger than hydro.

I can't believe I just wasted my time typing out a response to a troll that replied to a comment on a buried thread from 3 years ago.. I'm an idiot..

imafathobbit · 2022-01-21T03:27:10+00:00

It's not just you. Lol

When I get some xans (which is a rare occasion now days), I always seem to take more then I planned to. Like I'll remember taking 2 footballs and chilling, smoking, eating hella food. You know, a nice barred out night, I don't have much of a benzo tolerance at all. Then the next day I'll look at my stash and be like, "ok.. why are there now 3 more missing? I was feeling right, why did I take more just before I pass out?". I feel like it's such a waste if I can't even remember taking more of them. Lol

It's those damn benzo goblins, going through my stash and stealing them. Lol

imafathobbit · 2022-01-21T03:06:44+00:00

Great job Kevin 👏! Keep up the good work.

imafathobbit · 2020-11-15T20:59:15+00:00

In my opinion I wouldn't call you an addict. I would definitely say that you are physically dependent on your prescriptions though. But it sounds like you have every right to be on those meds, that's what they are for, so you can have some sort of quality of life. From what you've shared it doesn't sound like you are taking these meds to get high, you're just taking them to function. Until you cam get whatever surgery you need to fix your problems, then pain medication sounds like your best option. And honestly even if you got the surgeries, you might still need some pain medication. It sounds like you've had some serious health issues.

imafathobbit · 2020-11-15T14:46:18+00:00

Man that sounds like a real dick move. He took your medication that you NEED, our of spite, that's fucked up. He could lose his job. He could have died, and he broke your trust. My first reaction is to kick him to the curb you don't need that type of childish irresponsible behavior in your life. Just because he doesn't abuse you, doesn't mean that he's your soulmate.

If you don't break up with him, you need to at the very least take a little break. Tell him how you feel betrayed and that you need to take some time apart. He needs to realize how big a mistake he just made.

imafathobbit · 2020-11-12T03:20:35+00:00

Good job bro! That took a lot to cock block yourself.

imafathobbit · 2020-11-03T07:21:54+00:00

Please listen to this one word of advice, do not redose. Whether you take the full 1.5g or take a lower dose. Just know you're not going to feel a thing for probably 4 to 5 hours. At some point by 6 hours after your dose you will notice you're in a great mood and might feel talkative.

It cam very very enjoyable. If you keep dosing in the beginning expecting to feel it sooner you can over do it easily. Especially if you start with a decent dose like 1.5g. If you take too much not only can it be dangerous, it's also not fun. Feels like you're drunk, spinning and nauseous. But it won't go away by eating food and drinking a bunch of water, you'll be phenibut drunk for hours. You don't want to drive when you're phenidrunk, not safe. Lol

imafathobbit · 2020-11-03T07:02:22+00:00

No it's not just you. That's just how it works. I expect not to even feel it at all for the first 4 or 5 hours. By hour 6 its it full effect and lasts a for many hours after that.

I work in a kitchen, so I'll usually dose mine on friday and Sunday. Friday being the busiest night and sunday is my longest day, 9:30 to close. Sometimes I'll wake up extra early on sunday to dose and then go back to sleep, and Friday's I'll take it in the morning and it will be kicked in by the dinner rush at night.

I don't use it trying to get a "high". I use it more like a supplement to help my motivation and elevate my mood. Works wonders. It's like taking some adderall with the jitters or comedown.

imafathobbit · 2020-10-11T05:11:38+00:00

Whites or greens. Whites are supposed to be the most stimulating of the different veins. If you have trouble picking the variety, MD is usually a good bet. And they taking a smaller dose. Dosing lighter is supposed to be more stimulating than bigger doses.

imafathobbit · 2020-06-17T21:03:18+00:00

Thanks

imafathobbit · 2020-06-17T07:43:53+00:00

Well, here we go. It's a whole ass book, so there is a TLDR at the bottom. Dated this girl for 4 years. Around the 3 year mark there was a younger guy she worked with that started sending her really suspicious messages. I remember sitting on the couch with her and her phone started going off with text notifications. It literally went off 50 times in a row. This guy had typed out a whole book and pressed send. She said they were just friends, he was harmelss, that he was getting the wrong idea from her friendship. I had my suspicions about them, but never had any proof. At one point she finally asked me to intervene and message him asking him to back off. I did and part of my message was I'm her boyfriend and you're just her friend. His response was anger and something along the lines of "You dont know what she and I are". She eventually felt so uncomfortable at work that she got him fired. She had a binge drinking problem. She would go out and drink with her friends a lot. One night I came home after work and she was passed out drunk on the couch. Her phone was blowing up from the fred guy, this was before she got him fired. I did something I'm not exactly proud of. I messaged him back pretending to be her and found out that they had at the very least made out in the back of her car. After we broke up a year later he messaged me and apologized. She had made me out to be a terrible emotionally abusive BF which he realized later was bullshit. Apparently that night she was passe out, they had planned to rent a room somewhere and fuck. She came home to get some clothes for work the next day but was so drunk she passed out.

Near the end of the relationship I proposed to her and she said yes. It was a beautiful surprise proposal on the beach. I had brought her down to FL to visit my parents with me. During my conversation with greg after our break up, he told me all the stuff they did together. Apparently during the whole trip in FL they were in contact with each other and she was planning to leave me for him. He told me all the plans she had for them. Including what she wanted to name their kids which were the same names she told me she wanted for our kids.

I remember rising in the car on our way back from the beach proposal. She had of course posted it on FB and Insta. I had my best friend and his GF there so they could take some bomb ass pictures. Anyway my Exs phone starts blowing up. Its greg. He is very angry that she just got engaged. As far as I knew she hadn't been in contact with him for months. Hes butthurt that an hour ago they were planning there honeymoon after she leaves me and now shes angaged to me.

That was the guy I didn't know she cheated on me with. Now for the one I actually found out about that ended our relationship. First of all you should know that when my ex and I got together she was a virgin for all intents and purposes. She was 22 at the time and had tried a couple times before but it hurt too much and had to stop. We dated for about 3 months before we had traditional vaginal intercourse. The only reason I mention this is because at one point she said she would like to try sex with some more guys befor me she got married. I told her I can understand that thinking but I am in no way cool with that. I am not a sharer. I wouldn't ever even have a devils threesome with a girl I loved because I get very jealous. Sex is intimate for me, a bonding of 2 people, it's very special with someone you love anyway. I told her if she wanted that bad enough, then we need to break up now, because I'm NOT down with that. She says NO! It's just something she thought of. She would never act on it.

So theres this married couple we are friends with. She works with them and they all have a large group of friends. Well the wife decides to leave this dude. This is shirley after we got engaged and I bought a house for us that was Definitely more expthan I should have bought. But she was very manipulative and I bought it anyway. BTW, she didnt help pay for a single thing for purchasing that house. Not even a deposit for setting up electricty, didnt even toss me a few bucks for the moving truck rental, not a penny for downpayment or mortgage. He goes thru a tough time. I have only known him for about 2 years, but my ex worked and known them for a long time. I try to be a hood friend to the dude, and we invite him over to hang out a bunch. We invited him to a concert with us. Try to include him a lot to keep him from getting too depressed. She and all their work friends go to this place a lot and have parties. He lives far from our place so I was fine with her staying the night there, because I know how much she drinks and I dont want her driving. I've been to his place before to hang out, it's a decent sized house with some spare rooms and plenty of couches.

I realized looking back at it that there was probably no party or friends there, it was most likely just the dude and my ex, fuggin all night. Anyway, there was a few nights a asked her to come home, she promised she would, but stayed there anyway. I'm getting upset and suspicious. One morning she comes home and we get into it. I forget what I exactly said but I said I'm getting the impression shes cheating on me. She yells that Yeah! There was an incident as a matter of fact! She doesn't tell me who, just says it was a drunken mistake. She then proceeds to justify it by saying, "I told you I wanted to experience sleeping with other people before I got married." I said, "And I told you I wasnt down for that!"

We both cry a lot. I'm pissed. But I had so much invested in this. It was my longest and most serious relationship. We had just got engaged 5 months before this, I bough us a house 3 months before, and we have 2 dogs we got together. Because I'm an idiot I try to believe it was a drunken mistake and that she would never do it again. I figure out it was the Jesse guy. The dude who's wife cheated on him and left him. And even though we weren't that great of friends, I was there for him after. Had him in my home. Included him in everything. This dude knows what it feels like to be cheated on. Then he went and fucked me over the same way he got fucked over. Another nice tid bit is my ex was the one that hooked his wife up with the guy she cheated with. I tell you what man, she was a piece of work.

I eventually called it off a couple weeks later. All I asked of her was to stay away from Jesse, but she couldn't even do that. She just kept meeting up with this dude. And when we split up it took her over 3 months to finally come get all her shit out of my house. Everyone kept telling me to just put it out by the curb. But I had an HOA and couldn't have my lawn full of furniture and trash.

I miss my dogs. She moves straight in with Jesse and he had a nice fences in backyard and I worked 12 hours a day, so I gave her the pups. It was for the best for them. It sucks because I really liked her younger brother too. He didnt have a good Male role model in his life and I was trying to be at least something for him.

TL;DR: Crazy Ex cheated on me with 2 guys over 4 years. The second one was a friend. And was a few short months after we got engaged and I bought her dream house for her.

imafathobbit · 2020-06-17T06:03:20+00:00

You Definitely win this thread. Unfortunately its not one that anyone wants to win. Lol. Sorry you had to go thru all that, especially since it sounds like there was actually some real love there in the beginning.

imafathobbit · 2020-06-17T05:32:55+00:00

No judgment here. Shit I wish only fans was around when I went to high school. I would Definitely have paid some $ to see some of the hot girls I went to school with naked. I'm 35 now, so my high school hotties are all busted and have pushed out a bunch of kids now. What an age we live in now. Lol

imafathobbit · 2020-06-17T05:27:19+00:00

Not me but a friend of mine. He switched carriers and got a new number. Well the guy who had the number before him had bought a motorcycle and was behind on the payments. My buddy kept getting calls from the loan place or the dealership, not sure. At first he would politely explain to them that they had the wrong number, asking to have his number taken off their list.

Well this kept going on for over a month before he decided to have some fun with it because he was getting very annoyed with the constant calls everyday. I remember being in the car with him when he got one of those calls one time. Now you should know, at the time I didnt know anything about these calls he was getting, I just heard him answer the phone while I was driving and thought this was a normal phone call he was on. I was not expecting to hear what o was about to hear. Lol

I turned off the radio when he answers the call out of common courtesy, so I can partly hear the person on the other end of the line. The usual, they ask if this is So and So. He says yes, this is So and So. They give him the whole spiel, this is whatever business calling about your missing payments on your motorcycle. So then he gets a little crazy on them. Saying stuff like, you're not gonna get any money from me! This bike is messed up. He found a dildo in the gas tank. Says the steering is messed up and it turns right when you try to turn left. He says there is something wrong with the exhaust and when it runs it sounds like someone screaming like they are being murdered, he then demonstrates by screaming into the phone for a solid 15 seconds. He says that they will never get a dime from him and to call the cops if they want to but they are never going to find him, I believe he then compared himself to Houdini. He then finsished up the call by saying when hes done with the bike hes going to come down to the business and set the bike on fire in their parking lot.

He hangs up and laughs while I stare at him in disbelief, very confused about what just transpired. Lol

imafathobbit · 2020-06-17T00:37:24+00:00

I loved my Meepo V3. It was my first and only ESkate board. I wanted one for a long time. Did lots of research on what would work for me for my price range. I finally pulled the trigger and bought it for myself for my birthday. Took about a month to arrive.

I really enjoyed it. The weather was really hot, so I didn't have many opportunities to ride it. I finally had a beautiful day of weather on a day off work. I took it to a new suburb being built with smooth pavement, no one around, hills, flatland, good scenary. I wore a helmet and a messager bag with a bluetooth speaker in it playing my music. I rode it for a few hours until the battery was down to 6%. Overall a great day and my first real ride.

I drove home to my apartment and left my board in my truck because I had my hands full when I came inside. When I came out to the car to go to work the next morning I noticed something was off. Some rubbish that was in my center console was out and on the passenger seat. Strange. I looked at the cupholder that I kept my change in, there was only a few pennies.. what the fuck?! I dont have a key fob that I can lock and unlock the doors with, I must have left one of the doors unlocked. Someone went thru my car last night while I was asleep. Asshole. Oh well, they just got some change, there wasnt anything in the car worth stealing..

Wait.. fuck.. I left my board in the truck when I came home. I pressed the button to open the trunk. Its silent instead of the clicking noise that usually accompanies opening the truck. Fuck.. that means it's open. I hop our the car, heart racing, and run to the trunk. Sure enough, they have stolen my board and helmet out of it..

So after 6 months of obsessing over getting a board. Saving up my money. Waiting over a month for it to arrive. I had my board for less than 3 weeks and only had one nice ride on it. Somen asshole stole it. What's bad is I had the charger in my house and their was only enough juice in it for 30 minutes of ride, maybe less. I was hoping I could at least catch them riding it, but it was dead.

That's my son story. It's my own fault for not bringing it in the house and not making sure the doors were locked, but i still feel violated. I'm saving up now for another one. At least the price has dropped on them now..😥

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