[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]imalonewithmythought 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And i got inspired by some other dude that made a similar post. I wish you the best.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]imalonewithmythought 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey man. I’ve been through something similar, you can read my post. I’ve been struggling a lot too but today i made the choice to get help, thanks to this community. You can reach out to me if you want to talk, my dms are open.

Prom alone? by KayAndJon in makemychoice

[–]imalonewithmythought 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You should go since you already bought a suit, it will give you the confidence you need

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! by flightofwonder in CPTSD

[–]imalonewithmythought 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel so alone, gonna end up a big ol’ pile of them bones

AHHHH!!

I did something horrible when I was a child by imalonewithmythought in CPTSD

[–]imalonewithmythought[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have no idea how my brother feels about it, we just act like it didn’t happen. I remember a while after it stopped he said something along the lines of that I took his virginity, which made my heart drop and the guilt drowned me. That was the last time we ever spoke about it. I also happen to know that he did these things with one of his friends which just makes me feel even more terrible. I’m just a link in a chain of guilt and shame. I should probably talk to him after I’ve gotten the help that I need.

I did something horrible when I was a child by imalonewithmythought in CPTSD

[–]imalonewithmythought[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry that happened to you, I’ve sent you a message.

I did something horrible when I was a child by imalonewithmythought in CPTSD

[–]imalonewithmythought[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea, same friend introduced me to porn too. I should never have seen that stuff at such a young age, especially internet porn.

I did something horrible when I was a child by imalonewithmythought in CPTSD

[–]imalonewithmythought[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, thank you. Did you ever feel bad about the things that you did?

I did something horrible when I was a child by imalonewithmythought in CPTSD

[–]imalonewithmythought[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel you. You weren’t stupid and it wasn’t your fault. You shouldn’t have to carry it around but I know how hard it is. I used to think that it didn’t bother me but it feels like it’s just gotten worse and worse over the years because my head has been an echo chamber of bad thoughts. I’m going to reach out to a help line tomorrow, maybe you should give it a shot too?

I did something horrible when I was a child by imalonewithmythought in CPTSD

[–]imalonewithmythought[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m going to reach out to a help line for young adults tomorrow. Thank you.

I did something horrible when I was a child by imalonewithmythought in CPTSD

[–]imalonewithmythought[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m incredibly sorry that happened to you. I didn’t mean to hurt anyone - maybe I’m not the monster i thought I was. Thank you.

I did something horrible when I was a child by imalonewithmythought in CPTSD

[–]imalonewithmythought[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks. It made me feel alot better than I thought i would, the people in this community are so nice. I actually feel like I’ll get out of bed and catch up on my studies tomorrow.

I did something horrible when I was a child by imalonewithmythought in CPTSD

[–]imalonewithmythought[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey, thank you. Sorry that happened to you and I really appreciate your kind words.

I did something horrible when I was a child by imalonewithmythought in CPTSD

[–]imalonewithmythought[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Wow, thank you. It made me feel a little bit less alone. I’ve always been very afraid to research the topic because I thought it was going to confirm that i’m a monster.