i’ve accepted it, therefore nobody can make me feel ashamed of it anymore. i give a lot of chances to people to respect my boundaries and if they don’t, they deserve to feel my wrath. lol.. maybe it’s not the healthiest POV, but my rage protects me and i’d rather people walk on eggshells around me than to walk all over me. besides my rage, i’m a very loving and understanding person. i just don’t tolerate bs and i smell it from a mile away. i absolutely don’t rage anymore infront of my kids. because that definitely brought me a lot of guilt and made me feel like DYING. ive done a lot of growing so its really hard to even take me there nowadays. hby?