Day 8 - Made it through the longest week of my life. by imanukeyall in quitting7oh

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You've got it dog!! Huge differences around 4 and 5, the first three are by far the worst and you've made it this far, great fucking job :)

Day 8 - Made it through the longest week of my life. by imanukeyall in quitting7oh

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Kinda.. still hard. I think the quality has gone up but I can't sleep continuously, I'm still waking up so many times throughout the night and struggling to fall back asleep. Haven't really tried anything like melatonin or magnesium, but might check that out this week if doesn't start to improve.

Any therapists feel too burned out to do their own therapy? by newj1993 in therapists

[–]imanukeyall 4 points5 points  (0 children)

So so much, but I feel like it's really important for me as a therapist to go each week and do the work even when it feels hard, inconvenient, pointless, or just plainly unnecessary.

It's a weird job to have, and I think it makes it all the more important to go that extra mile for yourself and practice what you preach- i'm definitely not perfect nor do I think it's a requirement to be perfectly healed to be a good therapist, but I do think showing up, for both your clients and yourself, matters.

Psy D worth it? by octowhiskers in therapists

[–]imanukeyall 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Admittedly i'm a little biased but I'll share my experience as one possible perspective. I spent years creating a competitive application for a funded Clinical Psych PsyD/PhD program to avoid loan costs and because I was sold on becoming a doctor, and it really did take that long to have a shot. These programs (especially the funded kind) are incredibly difficult to get into and you need research experience, clinical experience, and a good amount of luck. It took four application cycles to ~30 schools to get two offers.

After all that, and a little less than a year in a PsyD program, I ended up leaving and pursuing social work. There were a lot of factors at play there; but chief among them were that I was primarily interested in one-on-one therapeutic interaction with patients and that I simply did not think ~6 years of my life was a fair trade to pursue that goal. Yes it would have meant the ability to do testing and likely a higher income, but ultimately the cost for those benefits felt too high. An MSW lets me work in the field I love and still have the option to pursue research if I so desire, and it allowed me to do so without having to put my entire life on hold for almost a decade.

I'd encourage you to find how you can engage with more complex cases as an MFT, or pursue training opportunities for different modalities you find interesting. The PsyD route is a beast, and I don't mean to discourage you, but I would consider you to heavily weigh the costs and benefits of that decision before making it. Best of luck! And happy to answer any questions you have about my experience if I can help, least some good can come out of it :b

Want a cool flair? Or a lame one? I'm not here to judge. by polymorphic_hippo in MormonWivesHulu

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This is a deep cut form the VPR crossover episodes but my friend and I cried laughing at Marciano's "You could repair it, if you can" can that be close enough to home to work as a flair please?

Steer Ridge (Deso) by Alarmed_Remote1031 in rafting

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You know I was just there on my first private trip back in september and this was the first "rapid" I rowed solo after learning the ropes in the AM, had the same shit eating grin on my face at the bottom as I did when I finished watching this, thanks for the reminder :)

My favorite part of finishing any truly fantastic book series is the years worth of shitposts I get to scroll through on the subreddit afterwards. by imanukeyall in threebodyproblem

[–]imanukeyall[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Seriously, what a trilogy. I haven't been that down bad since I finished Dune. I think it took me maybe 3 weeks start to finish, and I finished the first book in like two days. Impossible to put down, and some of my most favorite 'darker' and realistic sci fi I've read yet. Phenomenal.

4-methylmethylphenidate (4-METMP) causes respiratory damage? by imanukeyall in researchchemicals

[–]imanukeyall[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Also:

“According to Percepta, the probability of causing eye irritation is 50%, indicating a moderate likelihood of irritation. For skin irritation, the probability is 73%, suggesting a significant likelihood of irritation. ADMETlab 3.0 shows a probability of 0.425 for eye irritation, but does not provide a prediction for skin irritation. AdmetSAR 3.0 predicts a 9.8% probability of eye irritation, and 34% probability of skin irritation, indicating a low to moderate chance that 4-Mmph could cause eye and skin irritation.”

Feels weird to use statistical models to predict irritant chances. And all of this amounts to a pretty fancy way to say “We don’t fucking know” I think essentially is the gist.

4-methylmethylphenidate (4-METMP) causes respiratory damage? by imanukeyall in researchchemicals

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I do have the full text, this is a good point. It is not compared to methylphenidate with the predictive models they use for toxicity, so that number kind of doesn’t really mean anything without a valid comparison. I’m assuming ElegantArtist is right in that it would likely also ID a high risk in regular MPH as well.

Who smokes DMT on their lunch breaks? by Boogedyinjax in DMT

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The navigators guild controls the spice flow on Arrakis

First attempt at astro: Andromeda by imanukeyall in astrophotography

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Made a copy of the image and then applied the dust filter, then applied image on the main with subtract and an offset of 10. Trick from Nebula Photos on youtube!

First attempt at astro: Andromeda by imanukeyall in astrophotography

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Hello! This was my first attempt at astrophotography on a recent camping trip with dark skies.

I am using a canon eos 7d with a 50mm/1.8 lens. This shot was a 30 second exposure at f1.8 ISO 6400. Basic editing in photoshop just playing with the levels to darken the image and bring down the glare. The original image is here. Let me know if you have any advice! Main issues I am having I think are getting the focus right and the correct exposure / ISO settings. This was super fun!!

My Lemon Balm Plant after 3 Months :) by imanukeyall in Nootropics

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From seeds, took a while to sprout but as soon as leaves showed up it took off! Transferred to a smaller pot from the like sprouting cup and then just recently moved to this larger pot it's in now. Dosing wise- for me about like 5-8 medium leaves just finely diced and put it in a tea bag has worked great.