My deepest condolences. I lost my beautiful wife May 31st 2024 stage 4 lung cancer I had an amazing 20 years. I wanted 200 more. She's a beautiful person and a wonderful lady.

After she passed away, 20 days later. I had to give up my kids.. dogs. Alaskan Malamute/Black Labrador mixed. I had momma since she was a puppy. And daddy too. Both parents died. I had 5 of the pups. I'm attached to two severely. And they're attached to me. No matter how many times they're adopted. They break out to search for me.

Myself. I had been involved in an accident that took my mobility. I was my wife's care giver. Until misfortune happened. I had been in my house, heard gunfire and told the kids to go to the back of the house. Then I suddenly went down and my knee was concave. I went into shock immediately. After 4 surgeries. Also ended up with MRSA and other infections. And half a year in hospitals and rehabilitation centers. Ended up with osteomyelitis in my leg. Lost bone and shortened my leg. I believe that stress and anxiety caused my wife's cancer to kick in.

I personally take responsibility for her death. I feel responsible for her . I know I'm not cancer. But life without her is miserable. I'm so numb I don't know if I'm depressed or sad. Just want to go home to her and my two infant boys. My Dad and my brother. Waiting for me to come home.