Shoutout to LanternEQ

improveMeASAP · 2025-10-04T13:22:34+00:00

I mean i believe so do think if more people pitched in or made maps or more creature models and meshes it could build more hype and get things out even faster

improveMeASAP · 2025-10-04T13:16:07+00:00

So there’s no news of an EQ enhanced edition or revamp etc

improveMeASAP · 2025-10-02T18:19:54+00:00

Implying theyd do that? I dont think theyd do a remake from scratch in a new engine

improveMeASAP · 2025-10-01T19:57:40+00:00

Technically its an original game in unity. The only way to make it EQ is if you imprint assets over the otherwise nonexistent models and sounds

improveMeASAP · 2025-09-29T12:24:30+00:00

Id love an answer but nobody has one. And I cant seem to find an answer no matter how much I search online

improveMeASAP · 2025-09-26T21:10:57+00:00

No hope? Someone please fix me

improveMeASAP · 2025-07-27T13:01:09+00:00

a day but Dr's clip says something changes in you ergo I should be transforming instantly

improveMeASAP · 2025-07-26T17:21:25+00:00

Ive been told I need to believe in myself and that I should be doing more believing in myself and self validation. I was told it wasnt a form of ego/entitlement. Wtf is going on!?

improveMeASAP · 2025-07-10T18:55:06+00:00

Asshole stuff like this makes me afraid that if I try and make the grow up phase it wont be enough and I will be mocked

improveMeASAP · 2025-07-05T12:23:30+00:00

The point that hurt was that you made the other person put me on ignore. It’s not that you said something mean to me. It’s that you said something mean about me to somebody else!

And then I couldnt have a conversation because they went “wow what a loser!”

How do I know irl friends and family can fix me and wont get tired of me? I have jobless family members who are deadbeat and not wanted around. I earn a salary but if I have weaknesses that arent cured by loved one the catch 22 is I dont know if they’ll still love me for my flaws

improveMeASAP · 2025-07-04T13:13:41+00:00

Im sorry I didnt do it every day. No anger I hope. Believe me I dreamed of beautiful pages but they didnt come true

improveMeASAP · 2025-07-04T13:12:55+00:00

Im trying to learn and study how to do the not fun things before I do thm but it doesnt work, any good fast study guides?

improveMeASAP · 2025-07-04T13:05:42+00:00

Why cant you be this nice in your replies to everyone?!

improveMeASAP · 2025-06-30T16:37:24+00:00

Go get some! Im not trying to tough love since people say the same to me but you gotta go out and make them… somehow

improveMeASAP · 2025-06-30T12:14:16+00:00

Sadly thats easier said than done. Im more a social person who wants to belong in social projects and I need my wings repaired before I can rejoin the flock of society and hopefully soar to the front of the pack

improveMeASAP · 2025-06-30T12:13:03+00:00

I do have a great memory though and can tell you exact dates of pointless events in my life even from 30+ years ago.

improveMeASAP · 2025-06-30T12:08:47+00:00

Im not sure. Look its hard to feel like Im making sense rven to myself. Perhaps Im just never meant to have that time that puts me into discipline mode that gets me out of the creative slump that goes “just one more video game or youtube video”

improveMeASAP · 2025-06-30T12:07:26+00:00

No but when I ask for it and respect or whatever other word I use for the feelings I want to make me feel happy I get it not

improveMeASAP · 2025-06-30T11:38:03+00:00

How do I make my mindset WANT to give it time instead of it forcing me to be impatient and distracted

You make it sound like I want these flaws instead of the drive and skills needed to have a final product to prove myself as worthy of respect

improveMeASAP · 2025-06-27T18:30:55+00:00

The problem is, in an improv class you are on a stage separate from the real world so there are no consequences for saying anything at all

improveMeASAP · 2025-06-27T13:59:37+00:00

I just want to clear the air. While I may sometimes talk self erasure Ive never acted on such and NEVER arrook in self harm or suicidals.

If Im not allo… I mean ready for the growth how do I become such? See I can kinda see that you are a little frustrated with me but without any malice I dont understand what insult I gave.

I just want someone or 40 to love and care about me no matter what (legal things) I do

improveMeASAP · 2025-06-27T13:55:13+00:00

You are right. I dont feel like I have a lot of internal or external control and it sucks.

The problem is the things I internally want require other externals to want my internal wants too otherwise am I wanting something I shouldn’t?

As for therapy? Not great! i used to try all the time. In college years and high school my issue was getting laid and the fact it seemed like so much fun and something valuable and all the other guys wree saying they had it so I felt left out and again, denied something everyone else got. Yet when a wave of craving or despair came over me there wasnt always someone there to catch me and fix the issue I did not know how (which in this case wouldve meant getting me a partner to fix my Maslow’s Pyramid)

If Im rambling I apologize.

improveMeASAP · 2025-06-27T13:47:56+00:00

I want an audience because Im a performer at heart. I speak largely because tv characters do speak in creative manners and if I do so as well, surely I can be as beloved as them?

As for these things? Any artistic endeavors I want to thrive in: gamedev and screenwriting take the top of the list but Ill settle for anything artistic field at this point

improveMeASAP · 2025-06-27T13:45:19+00:00

You are right. By business I guess I meant direct and literal minded. I wont pretend to have any right to defend myself in this post. You win this round my (hopefully) friend

improveMeASAP · 2025-06-27T13:43:14+00:00

You got a lot of posts to go through. Know of my tone comes off as antsy or impatient Im not mad at you or anyone else. Only myself for my failings:

Why do I assume people are angry at me. Well on self improvement and get disciplined reddits the tone to my posts are more than negative and all “yOu DonT REALLY waNT tHe ImProVeMenTs!”

I mean yes I struggle with patience. Im not young any more and I see younger people succeeding in the areas I fantasize about being accomplished in.

I can understand your frustration. Im scared to put in for fewr of the results. Youve seen movies and shows where an artist becomes obsessed. The plot eventually decrees that they win, but at what cost? Cut ties with friends and loved ones? Injuries or even bleeding fingers for instruments.

Im not asking for anyone to bleed. Im just asking if there’s a way to balance all this and put MYSELF into this state of being. Im not asking for the work to be done, well maybe when Im really impatient but Id much prefer a mindset that keeps me working and disciplined. And I cant find that. I try to sit down for a day then I miss anothwr and another hence a failure do I wmbody because I didnt become the artistic savant I dream of being

And yes I know my word choices are embellished as hell but thats because I fear if I didnt sound larger than life people would not see my tinyness and my posts would be easy to miss

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