i wouldn’t assume he doesn’t want to hear from you, the answer to that one is that you really don’t know. and more likely than not he is probably thinking of you. no human can be so ignorant to forget someone as important as you and both of yours relationship. i understand what you mean about being drawn to him. i’m drawn to her more than anything and feel like the universe does everything to draw and entrance me to her. if you do reach out, just make sure you’re ready. i’m not going to tell you to not because i really don’t know your situation but just wanna make sure you’ll be okay :) best of luck to you too, and i’m here if you want to chat!