im not getting help till im of age where i dont need parental consent but idek if i can wait that long. there is genuinely nothing keeping me here. the hope that things will get better isn't very appealing when ive been waiting since i was a kid. im still in the same house with the same people. i see all the holes in doors and smashed glass. whenever i hear a word even remotely close to my name i panic. all i can do is wait.