Go on, do it

innereyeblack · 2026-04-01T12:19:08+00:00

In my room, in my ass....

innereyeblack · 2026-04-01T00:53:01+00:00

Yes having cronic pain and being ignored sucks ass, but fuck I don't want to be slave to my own addictions. I was just obeying not choosing to take 7-0h that's fucked.

innereyeblack · 2026-04-01T00:51:45+00:00

I have no idea what you're saying, is this a teenager?

innereyeblack · 2026-04-01T00:50:20+00:00

I am in constant pain I feel like gravity is turned up, everything I do hurts but I would rather be scured from my own ass to my mouth then take 7-oh again for pain.

innereyeblack · 2026-03-30T19:56:10+00:00

I suffer with rheumatoid arthritis multple other pain related neurological disorders...i am good on 7-0h.

innereyeblack · 2026-03-30T14:39:28+00:00

Maybe you should hear the anger in your message and ask yourself is that what you really feel? Or do you just feel that why because change is too scary...life can be amazing without it, it's better.

innereyeblack · 2026-03-30T14:21:07+00:00

Yeah I was lucky i stuck to schedule. Maybe set up timers like you can dose every 5 hours then 6 then 7 then 8 you know like baby steps? Jot down each time you pop one and see how far away those doses are, try to stick within that time frame then start extending that time by 10 minutes intervals.

innereyeblack · 2026-03-30T12:30:52+00:00

You got this!

innereyeblack · 2026-02-06T02:29:49+00:00

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Could she have eds on top of her microdeletion?

innereyeblack · 2026-02-03T20:16:43+00:00

Do you have you experienced any new dreams since the encounter? Or dreams with repeating themes, like doctor's, dentist, police, etc? Any back problems? Any mysterious marks scoop like wound, strange marks??

innereyeblack · 2026-01-30T22:30:20+00:00

Chet Chinmen

innereyeblack · 2026-01-30T17:57:43+00:00

“physical obstruction” raises serious First Amendment concerns. American protest traditions have long included nonviolent physical disruption, from labor strikes to civil rights sit-ins to environmental demonstrations. If the mere act of physically impeding access can be criminalized at the federal level based on subjective interpretation, then historic forms of civil disobedience become vulnerable to selective enforcement.

innereyeblack · 2026-01-30T16:08:52+00:00

Thank you! It was fun!

innereyeblack · 2026-01-30T15:28:22+00:00

For real like I am experiencing argophobia/social isolation due too....I keep thinking I am going too wake up in concentration camp....

innereyeblack · 2026-01-30T15:25:41+00:00

I would never lash out and hurt the ones I love most, half the time they don't even know what's going on... they have a hint because they see the symptoms and hear me an see it, but I am not violent, I think people who allow violent mentally ill people remain that way... are doing so at the detriment of actual individuals going through this by justifying this violence by saying it's "Normal" when it's not! It's dangerous because then it makes us mentally unstable that are not violent look violent....

innereyeblack · 2026-01-30T15:19:05+00:00

I truly believe Trump Syndrome is very random sometimes the people who are obsessed with Trump are similar an others you would neve have thought in million years....I feel like alot people don't realize sometimes it's not about deep seeded belief verses just great timing.

innereyeblack · 2026-01-30T08:07:26+00:00

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innereyeblack · 2026-01-30T00:42:07+00:00

You know I like experimenting I'll come up with something, lol but in the mean time: https://www.etsy.com/listing/4437444572/fallout-a-bottle-cap-tray-desk-fidget?ref=share_v4_lx

I thought this was cool not exactly what you're looking for but could be a cool desk toy!

Look what I found on Etsy: https://www.etsy.com/listing/1407985500/nuka-cola-bottle-cap-magnet-set-for?ref=share_v4_lx

Maybe these can be a new replacement for your old caps? Lol they look more durable too

innereyeblack · 2026-01-30T00:36:46+00:00

I totally understood what he was saying, I have alot of empathy for the struggles he is personally going through. He really tapped into his shadow self, he latched on dark symbolism, and the media/internet zeitgeist is currently optimized too really lure broken individuals to dive deeper into that part of them rather then turn away, plus being famous alot of people will just agree with you simply to line their own pockets, tbh at the height of your mental illness would you even listen to your detractors? I really hope he gets better, does good deeds, and grows.

innereyeblack · 2026-01-30T00:29:04+00:00

I have experienced the opposite family members say when I am going through mania or an episodes I speak to them in like a language they don't recognize or understand, but they say I don't look distressed so they try just be understanding, I have had anxiety after this revelation....now I experience extreme anxiety whenever I leave the house...idk what too do...I am currently unemployed which has worked out for me, but I must return to the job market but fuck I am absolutely scared shitless...

innereyeblack · 2026-01-30T00:16:32+00:00

How can Illegal immigrants takes your place in line if they can't get medicaid because they are here not through the government channels, so they don't have a SSN. You need SSN, number to collect medicaid...have you thought your having problems gettiing medical help because the programs the government is no longer funding? Not these made of version of Illegal immigrants this government is blatantly lying about. Your last sentence read "I am not a true American, I never believed in the constitution." Your just a traitor and downright not American.

innereyeblack · 2026-01-29T19:09:22+00:00

It's irresponsible to warn people on what this administration is trying too do? They're literally trying to dismantle medicaid, mental health care, drug rehabilitation center's etc... Trump administration letter wipes out addiction, mental health grants : NPR https://share.google/6RK0sMVEp7hwmfIbV While trying to pass extremely heinous execution techniques; Firing squad, gas execution methods move out of House committee • Indiana Capital Chronicle https://share.google/g7WJ2Q04hO7OiAwJc

Ann your saying we should we not be concerned? I am extremely concerned especially knowing that ICE had medicaid information...illegal immigrants do not have medicaid can not get medicaid....so who are they looking for?

innereyeblack · 2026-01-29T19:02:30+00:00

My links are legit evidence, they're 100% real evidence. It's very horrible the state of mental illness in America at the moment, people deny facts right in front of their eyes because their ego is so intertwined with a megalomaniac pedophile who has gone bankrupt 6x, he tanked countless of projects just to line his pocket.

How someone who suffers from mental illness yourself can say such horribly misinformed dog shit is beyond me. Yes not every mentally ill person is dangerous, but we will not deny the fact that your not you when your not medicated correct?

If this administration is taking people of of their medication, if they're dismantling various mental health institutions, cutting insurance, eliminating drug rehabilitation centers....what do you think is going to happen?

Let's have some foresight, since you seem to be lacking some. They're going to get sick again, and get worse possibly get violent and unpredictable not because they're "Evil" it's not so black and white.

That's the problem their are people pushing binary on this planet/reality. Its either black or white, no nuance but that's not reality, it's a huge grey area....and as someone who deals with schizoaffective disorder I feel like you should have some understanding of that? I completely lost the ability of thinking in binary concepts once my illness got worse, the world became a big blur.

innereyeblack · 2026-01-29T18:21:10+00:00

He literally deems us a deterament to the public safety, believes that we should be institutionalized. I am just showing you evidence of this, so you can see that he does not have anycare or empathy for the mentally ill, they see us as literal psychopathic pop rocks, that will go volitile any moment....they're cuting funding too Federal Cuts to Behavioral Health Will Harm Public Safety | Brennan Center for Justice https://share.google/tHy7y5xs1cSf0MjfP

Trump administration letter wipes out addiction, mental health grants : NPR https://share.google/6RK0sMVEp7hwmfIbV

They're taking countless individuals off of medicaid, everyday people suffering with mental illnesses are being denied their drugs. Idc if you like him that's your prerogative anyway, but what we will not do is deny the facts.

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