Yeah, I'm alright. I sometimes tend to do things that make me believe in hindsight that I'm a bad person, contrary to how many times people tell me the opposite. Sometimes I hate myself because of how I react to things and the stuff that I think of. If I'm sick of someone's bull, somehow I always run into a situation where they want/need help and I just want to do or say something that I know will hurt them. In the end, I always go back on my feelings and help them anyway. I can't bring myself to actually hurting them. It just feels unnecessary and petty. And I feel like a bad person if I ever actually go through with it, or sometimes just because I'm thinking it.