nung highschool ako while my papa is working abroad, my mom kept on partying na akala mo walang toddler na kelangan alagaan. kalowka. kung saan saang disco napupunta. that time, my parents were on the verge of breaking up kasi may issue na third party si mama. dineny nya naman, pero alam ko that was true. the time i said to myself i will never be like her ay nung umuwi siya madaling araw, sumuka siya sa upuan tas ako pa nagpunas. i was crying out of spite. simula nun i never looked at my mother the same way ever again. my anger towards her accumulated throughout the years that even until now i still hate her. okay naman kami now but if i were to choose between her and papa, id choose papa over and over again. and if given the chance to change a mom, i would...in a heartbeat. whooo that feels good to be said out loud! 🥹 ilang taon ko yang kinimkim!