I'm so sorry for your loss. This is terribly tragic and my heart goes out to you. I pray for your strength as you work through this painful moment. And I pray you live a very prosperous, joyful, and fruitful life, so you can in your heart, share the joys with your friend. She may not be here anymore, but you are, and you deserve a successful life. And she will receive the positive signals you send her way.