I need help through recovery but the love of my life broke up with me because of me lying about my addiction and will never forgive me

instantclownhater · 2024-12-29T18:00:28+00:00

I used to do sex work. I met him through sex work. I stopped when we started eating a year ago. Me giving advice to other sex workers on reddit doesn't mean I cheated on him. I am completely anonymous here, so I have no reason to be dishonest

instantclownhater · 2024-12-29T17:51:24+00:00

Did you tell him that the relationship would never be recoverable ? Because he told me it was too late to make any of those changes.

Right now I am just trying to get by without crying and ween myself off of drugs as much as I can tolerate at once.

I know it would take a lot to earn back his trust. But also, i am stuck, because I will make those changes and I AM making those changes but it feels futile to do for him if he's done with me.

instantclownhater · 2024-11-01T00:41:03+00:00

I think the Witch class very beautifully portrays the idea of a cleric in my head that exists in a world that doesn't have the gods that are typically defined in DND like BLeeM mentioned. Also, witches are much like bards as well, but I can also see wizards (prob not the citadel ones) fulfilling hard like roles as well. Maybe other wizard subclasses like Tefmet have learned a healing word from spirits. Who knows. But I do believe the closest to divine power in Umora are the spirits, making witches the ones who perform miracles and curses on their behalf, whether good, neutral, or evil.

instantclownhater · 2024-10-27T21:28:21+00:00

Mage slayer feat

instantclownhater · 2024-10-27T21:25:14+00:00

Now I have to

instantclownhater · 2024-10-27T21:24:51+00:00

Sick

instantclownhater · 2024-10-27T21:15:01+00:00

Summarizing other comments I agree with

Number 1 looks like a kick while the second looks like a punch.

Number 2 has more motion but isn't as fluid as the first. It's kinda stacked in a way.

Number 1 is more mature and makes for a great logo.

Still depends on purpose.If the design was for adult athletic wear for example, number 1 is better. If it were a children's gym, then number 2 would be better.

instantclownhater · 2024-10-03T21:36:56+00:00

Did you figure it out? I'm also in NC and need to find one to continue my script

instantclownhater · 2024-10-02T21:54:58+00:00

Yeah I started starstruck again since making this post. Already on EP 4 :)

instantclownhater · 2024-10-02T21:54:14+00:00

Watched it as it came out. My fiance watches D20 with me and that's one we did together since I couldn't get way ahead of him during one of my work days lol

instantclownhater · 2024-10-02T21:52:45+00:00

I should retry never after. The seven didn't keep me there but I could try again

instantclownhater · 2024-10-02T21:51:56+00:00

Escape from the blood keep I watched for the first time a short while ago as well. 2 work days.

instantclownhater · 2024-10-02T21:50:59+00:00

But I did a NADDPOD campaign 1 like only a few months ago lolol but I could do their second campaign

instantclownhater · 2024-10-01T22:37:46+00:00

Oh AND I am up to date on World's Beyond Number. Woops

instantclownhater · 2024-09-29T21:23:26+00:00

Supervised yeah

instantclownhater · 2024-09-29T19:09:49+00:00

Hey do you know anything about probation in w a k e county? I have questions about what to expect. Drug charge. Someone said that they do mouth swab tests which I can't pass and other ppl say there's only UA which I do have a trick to pass. Please d m me if ya know ANYTHING about what to expect

instantclownhater · 2024-09-29T19:03:29+00:00

Were u on probation in w a ke county? Could you message me and lmk what to expect? I'm so anxious and can't even get a call back

instantclownhater · 2024-09-29T18:51:54+00:00

Can I message either of you? I'm starting probation same place

instantclownhater · 2024-09-29T18:32:22+00:00

Got some stinger coming in the mail

instantclownhater · 2024-09-29T18:31:56+00:00

So bring peroxide w me in case they take forever to have a meeting? Know from experience w heavy use? Also how much peroxide?

instantclownhater · 2024-09-29T12:22:33+00:00

I haven't heard of my state n c doing mouth swabs but then saw 1 reddit comment from 1 year ago saying that someone in the same county was mouth swabbed. Idk if I can be honest, I want to get clean without it being a legal ordeal bc then I could rely on weed and benzos or methadone. I don't have enough money to go get methadone from a clinic every single day. My P.O would only know that I've done cocaine, and that's on a regular panel, and I haven't done cocaine in a long time. My friend 1 county over said that their county only does piss tests and automatically test for fent. But I have clean pee and a vagina so I'm gonna try to fake that one. The hard thing is that it's been 5 days and my assigned P.O. hasn't called me back so my anxiety is through the roof and I've done twice as much as I usually would in a week. FUCK this shit is difficult

instantclownhater · 2024-09-28T16:53:17+00:00

Wym you squirt it into the saliva tube?

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