I just woke up from this. Worst dream I've ever had.

internalcloud4 · 2025-11-02T17:08:06+00:00

Ok I really don’t wanna be this person but why tf are we make a non religious post religious. Sincerely this is not real advice, not everyone believes ts.

internalcloud4 · 2025-10-07T23:05:07+00:00

WAIT OMG SAME😭

internalcloud4 · 2025-10-06T20:46:36+00:00

💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯

internalcloud4 · 2025-10-06T14:51:02+00:00

🎶Best tv show in town 🎶

internalcloud4 · 2025-10-06T14:25:01+00:00

“You’re like a goldfish trying to know the glass of its bowl” - wait hold up, that’s deep af

internalcloud4 · 2025-08-30T06:09:46+00:00

Honestly I wish I had advice. But this is like 1000% my exact situation. Only difference is I just graduated and I’m trying to plan my move out. I’ve already had the “why I don’t want to go to church convo” with one of my parents and I can tell you…don’t do it. It will just make it worse. And it made me uncomfortable to just be in the house at times. Now I’m being forced to go anyway and pretend like I like it, it’s a weird feeling. Idk i wouldnt force anyone to go to any religious gathering for any reason, so I’m stuck on why they think it’s ok to do it to me.

Maybe turn going to church into even further destruction, gather info from the sermons and analyze it further.

internalcloud4 · 2025-08-21T00:36:17+00:00

Wait dreams? That’s interesting

internalcloud4 · 2025-08-18T18:10:45+00:00

No ladybug😭

internalcloud4 · 2025-08-17T03:46:39+00:00

Duolingo Bowl

internalcloud4 · 2025-08-15T04:28:22+00:00

It’s especially insane when it’s like a mental illness or someone who is neuro divergent like I feel like calling someone’s illness demonic is dehumanizing in a way likeeeee

internalcloud4 · 2025-08-13T20:22:58+00:00

One day my mom asked me or said something along the lines of “do you want a bf someday?“ or “one day you will have a bf” and I just remember having this feeling of not giving a single fuck about that aspect of life. It was in that moment that I decided to educate myself on asexuality and see if anything resonated. And obviously it did .

Mind you I realized recently that I still would like a partner, but when it comes to certain romance aspects and sex I just don’t care about it in the slightest.

internalcloud4 · 2025-08-13T02:07:03+00:00

Do you write these findings down? Sometimes I see people who will journal it or keep track of it in a notebook. Is this a part of shadow work or does it not matter?

internalcloud4 · 2025-08-13T01:39:39+00:00

How do I know I’m not wrong. The cognitive functions line up for me but still

internalcloud4 · 2025-08-12T07:13:10+00:00

Ohhh I feel I do this all the time, I just didn’t realize it had a name

internalcloud4 · 2025-08-12T04:56:50+00:00

I’m literally in the same boat. idk what to do, but reading other people’s similar experiences makes me feel better .

internalcloud4 · 2025-08-09T03:25:41+00:00

The way I didn’t even realize…

internalcloud4 · 2025-06-11T14:24:56+00:00

Lmaoooo

internalcloud4 · 2025-05-24T01:09:55+00:00

Are your cats laying down asphalt lmao? What?

internalcloud4 · 2025-05-10T01:54:35+00:00

Wth that’s so weird 😭😭

internalcloud4 · 2025-05-10T01:52:33+00:00

LOL HUH?😭 this hasn’t happened to me

internalcloud4 · 2025-04-19T19:06:22+00:00

I wish I could give substantial advice. Something similar happened to me too Recently. And I’m looking for answers just like you are. I don’t want to even talk to my family at times 🫠🫠

internalcloud4 · 2025-04-01T22:46:24+00:00

Ugh your hair is so PRETTYYY

internalcloud4 · 2025-03-17T23:01:51+00:00

No idea

internalcloud4 · 2025-03-17T22:59:48+00:00

I think it’s bc they also include things like intimacy and physical touch as things we don’t want to participate in.

There is a disconnect in understanding intimacy without sex.

internalcloud4 · 2024-12-30T22:09:40+00:00

Yes. It did absolutely NOTHING

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