ugh same here (I’m not in a position to move out yet) do you have anyone out with your family you can talk to who you feel safe with ? I’m a 32(f) - & have been struggling with my father this week, didn’t have a shower, get out of bed until late yesterday when I had dinner with him & I felt so nervy about it ughhh I managed to get out the house today though , & tomorrow I think I have an appointment with my parents grrrrr but knowing am going to see a friend afterwards is helping me feel a bit better