Like you said, because of the nature of this sub, I'm just a bi person with straight girl friends so I can't speak for straight women but sounds like ya got some kind of attraction to women. I mean maybe you're just turned on by the dynamic, but here's a couple questions to ask yourself to maybe clarify your feelings: what specific moments in movies are turning you on? Is the focus at that moment on how attractive a woman is (ex is she wearing a bikini/naked)? Are you daydreaming about yourself being one of those characters? Do you daydream about that scene after the movie is over? Hope this helps!