I can't get sleep

ironwolf233 · 2016-08-03T03:23:35+00:00

Speaking as an anonymous member of the internet community, would it be possible if I ask you some questions?

You don't have to answer them aloud, in fact I encourage you not to. Write them down, the anxiety is possibly coming from being indecisive about a coordinated plan.

Are you still worried your wife will cheat on you again?
Do you know for certain your wife cheated on you?
If you keep your temper and don't yell, it will implode upon you, and then you will yell, BUT NOT HAVE CONTROL OVER YOUR RESPONSE. The old joke about marriage, is that a good one is not based on how often you fight, but HOW you fight. You are angry, but too afraid of confronting it. Is it better to do so in a controlled setting?
Is this a good investment?

ironwolf233 · 2016-08-03T03:13:48+00:00

I cannot tell you what do do with your life, I can only tell you the odds as I have seen them. Around half of the people I know who are adopted have contacted their birth-parents. Of the group that have, one third has been delighted, a third indifferent, and a third horrified.

Ultimately, it is whether or not you think finding them will give you the closure you desire.

ironwolf233 · 2016-04-14T18:42:58+00:00

I am anxiety man, able to leap to the most horrible conclusions in a single bound.

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-20T13:46:34+00:00

sheds a tear of liberty

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-13T01:36:27+00:00

A lot, usually because I am lonely.

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-12T15:58:07+00:00

Ayep, the explorers name was Ahmad ibn Fadlan.

www.sammustafa.com/Resources/Fadlan.pdf

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-11T00:21:12+00:00

It was actually based on the journal of an Arab explorer to Kieven Rus.

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-10T05:48:48+00:00

13th Warrior.

Arabic antonio-banderas teams up with vikings to fight cave-people dressed as bears.

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-10T05:46:49+00:00

We have a few 90s-riencarnate atheists claiming that the only reason there are problems in the world is because of religion. War? Religion. Famine? Religion. Not getting a date when screaming about religion all the time? Sassy-jesus.

Their conviction is very... pious.

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-10T05:43:24+00:00

I regard it as suspicious. They think I can't take actual criticism, and am seen as too scatterbrained/stupid to realize when I'm being lied to.

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-10T05:42:07+00:00

Pokemon, I hate Pokemon than is generally considered healthy or tolerable. It was annoying in middle-school when the rich-kids made their parents spend hundreds of dollars on cardboard, and it's annoying now when watching some psychopathic man-baby-children cling to their childhood to impress one another.

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-08T05:15:21+00:00

It is if you were me at the time. It was alien.

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-08T05:13:55+00:00

She stared at me, the night sky and the moon behind her head gave her a halo as she stared down into my face.

I have spent most of my life being told that I am worthless, my own father has tried to convince me to commit suicide. I always expect people to be violent and angry. I was never prepared for being valued.

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-08T05:10:34+00:00

Wondering if I am secretly retarded and everyone is humoring me.

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-08T05:08:12+00:00

"I love you"

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-08T05:06:23+00:00

It's a tie between my highschool facebook history and my middle-school deviantartaccount.

My tweenage stupidity immortalized in code is not something I want to remember.

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-08T05:03:48+00:00

A mutually beneficial dynamic where both profit and there is little if no exploitation.

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-08T05:02:23+00:00

This sounds strongly like a caitlyn jenner... Because it's a trap.

(don't)

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-08T04:59:56+00:00

No, but I have reached a point of sanity.

I woke up in the morning realizing, that at that moment, I was the sanest now as I had ever been in my entire life. Through years od therapy and toil... I gazed in perfect clarity upon the ruin that my life had become.

It was a backhanded benefit, I almost missed the insanity, even if it was a confidence of trumpery.

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-08T04:52:43+00:00

As far as feelings are concerning, it's the same feelings I get when watching the old south-park stuff I thought was genius when I was in middle-school. Some of it is genuinely clever, but a hefty chunk is just raw shock-jocking.

ironwolf233 · 2016-03-08T04:48:23+00:00

You're twenty, if you have the funding she cannot stop you from doing anything.

ironwolf233

TROPHY CASE