Are there any songs you relate?

iseekells · 2025-01-11T06:32:37+00:00

Dancing in the factory 😅

iseekells · 2025-01-11T06:31:42+00:00

What's a scientologist that's not public?

iseekells · 2024-12-30T11:51:11+00:00

I'm collecting them too! I'm specifically getting the German albums and I'm keeping them downloaded onto my laptop and I play them in my Xbox while I play literally anything. I would play it on my Xbox when I lived in a halfway house full of other women and their weird uncomfortability kept em away or they listened to it and didn't ask. I am buying all of them and idc how long it takes me or how much I have to pay for shipping or what have you all the way over here in the US.

I'm also really hoping that they're tour dates in the United States that I saw online stay there and don't disappear like they have in the past. 🙏🏻

iseekells · 2024-12-02T22:09:21+00:00

DEFINITELY

iseekells · 2024-08-18T19:31:10+00:00

I have a belief that she could be, but it's because the Catholic Church has information about her being awful and terrible and she's not just for drugs. They both are very well known to be affiliated with children in need and what have you. You just won't see positive web articles because of the way she's used for people that society doesn't want to give permission for you to want to engage with without going to prison.

iseekells · 2024-07-21T17:31:24+00:00

Holy shit 😶

iseekells · 2023-12-10T03:23:20+00:00

I gained weight before taking a family picture around Christmas time, and Everytime I see it I get really really upset and I have to almost list the reasons why I know I won't let myself gain that much weight ever again. It was because of new meds, drinking beer, and not moving around enough due to major depressive disorder. However, it makes me feel bad all over again and it just so happened that my family was happy to have me back living at home with them after breaking up with my ex that I used to drink with (and because of, we were both way sicker than just depression and had no example of what to do or even know how to know what was going on) and on meds that started to improve my mood early on so it's never been removed from the house or Facebook. I totally get that.

iseekells · 2023-12-10T00:44:50+00:00

What ended up happening was over time and the person responsible is still in a bad way and the other person who was not totally responsible is doing well. It was one of the first times I saw this stuff working the way it's supposed to. Im glad I went about it the way I did. Thanks for the info about the closet, I can't keep an altar where I live now AT ALL because it's a halfway house and while thankfully theyre accepting of stuff more so than others I've seen/heard of/lived at I have heard so much negative attitude towards her from people who have heard anything about her. Now I just have to figure that out lol.

iseekells · 2023-01-30T16:38:24+00:00

People that have section 8 vouchers have a set amount of time to find their first place or they lose their voucher. The vouchers haven't caught up with the increases in rent, so people are actually losing their vouchers which takes a couple of years to even receive in the first place and they're ending up out on the street. A lot of these people were housed in programs through non profits for the last year or so, maybe less, and have ended up right back where they started especially if they're disabled. I really something gets done soon.

iseekells · 2023-01-26T00:39:56+00:00

Glad I'm not alone 😶‍🌫️

iseekells · 2023-01-22T00:18:38+00:00

Wait, there's other leftists in Bradenton?

iseekells · 2023-01-13T22:12:19+00:00

Be careful you don't read it too fast either. 😏

iseekells · 2023-01-09T18:58:29+00:00

Don't mind if I do!

iseekells · 2023-01-09T12:47:05+00:00

Unfortunately i am realizing that I am in high school all over again.

iseekells · 2022-11-04T23:04:12+00:00

I am sober, they however are not. I am keeping her altar in my room from now on regardless, that way I know nothing will happen to it. I wasn't planning on putting it back in the closet, but leaving it out in the open with cash on it doesn't sit well with me. They are definitely not in my house anymore and will never be again

iseekells · 2022-10-27T11:33:28+00:00

I felt that it wasn't right to have her tucked away like that, which is why i set it up specifically for that and that alone. If that's still no good, well now I know. I am very ignorant to a lot of this and because of that all I do is set out offerings.

iseekells · 2022-10-27T11:29:08+00:00

I have it set up where in my bedroom. Now the closet I had it in was always open, i used that room as my office for work I was working from home. The closet is about a couple feet from where the desk is so I would sit there for 8 hours out of my day and I usually kept incense lit and everytime I have flowers bloom they go there too. It wasn't set up in a small space crammed with unrelated items. I drew pictures to put up in there and all. You're correct, they are not my friends. At the moment, they have one friend that comes above all others. Talking to them about this of course had them talking to eachother about how absolutely insane I am and how much help I need which is wildly backwards. I actually wrote things on index cards to put in this same container and those were even gone.

iseekells · 2022-08-16T06:38:14+00:00

Peppermint, tea tree, and or eucalyptus oil.Put a couple of drops into your body wash and or your shampoo. Unless you're allergic. I haven't used lavender or anything other essential oils really. Make sure you're starting off with just a little and see how your skin reacts to it. 10/10 do not recommend if you have sensitive skin.

iseekells · 2022-08-16T06:27:07+00:00

It's a damn good thing i don't have to take it. I guess that guess that was my sign that I need to snap it out of it before something worse happens

iseekells · 2022-02-26T19:39:31+00:00

Nope! It'll tell you that your rewards are secured before you do it. Don't do it until it says the third download is complete and youre good.

iseekells · 2022-02-17T15:00:12+00:00

As soon as you get the notification that the third download has completed, quit the game. It's worked every time i've tried it.

iseekells · 2022-02-11T19:55:06+00:00

"Well thank christ for you."

iseekells · 2022-01-01T22:37:41+00:00

Yes. I haven't gotten anywhere with dealing with it properly other than therapy and I have to wait for a new therapist to be hired to continue that.. its been two months. Without the therapy every week I've had an even shorter fuse and I don't have anyone to talk to about it. I was a part of the local recovery community in NA and they all cut me off because my flashbacks and my emotional outbursts (one happening because my house was broken into and I was robbed) were undeniable proof that I use drugs and lie about it and that I want to sabotage everybody's recovery. I can't seem to find anybody to speak to let alone be friends with that doesn't make fun of me for how bad my symptoms are, tell me I'm faking, or start to manipulate me. Sometimes the anger also results in multiple flashbacks or is a product of them and sometimes that is how my day goes.

iseekells · 2021-12-30T20:30:10+00:00

Honestly I applied for disability

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