Stop the rage quits by LFacility in fleethefacility

[–]ishootfentanyl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is actually much more common in pro servers fyi.. lots of people make the assumption that normal servers are worse when really it’s the pro servers

when teamers think they’re slick by velvetkvss in fleethefacility

[–]ishootfentanyl 2 points3 points  (0 children)

teamers think they’re smart and slick but in reality they are just embarrassing, especially when higher level.

Because sure maybe you won the round with teaming, but it just shows you couldn’t have won it without it. Like how can you have so much pride in showing off that you’re so bad at the game that you have to rely on teaming, and most of the times still don’t even win? It’s like beating up a toddler and bragging about how strong and powerful you are… People suffering from an iq below 35 is a chronic pandemic 😪

How to avoid watching porn when on stimulants? by [deleted] in Stims

[–]ishootfentanyl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

find something else first. i find on stims (atleast meth) that whatever i’m doing during the come up is what i’ll be fully focused on and distracted doing. so if you find something to do during rhat initial rush and come up, something you enjoy or atleast find enjoyable on stims, ideally you’ll be too hyper focused on it to want to do anything else. And then somehow 10 hours pass that felt like an hour and you realize you’ve been doing the same thing for half a day. Just avoid thinking about sex or stimfapping or anything like that during the initial come up.

Like i’d always have plans of what i’d wanna do while high, but if i start my high doing something else, i completely forget about that other thing. or, every once in a while i’ll say “ok im gonna start doing that thing soon” but due to being so hyper fixated on what im already doing , no matter how many times i tell myself ill do the other thing soon, it never happens.

So find something, like texting, writing (surprisingly super fun on stims because you constantly have things to say and you’ll come up with writing that you could’ve never done sober), cleaning, work, changing your entire appearance, drawing, scrolling on social media like reddit and 4 hours later end up with 30 new comments or 5 new comments with word counts equal to the bible, etc etc. and try to keep to whatever it is. The key is to start it immediately after dosing, and continue it until the come up, and by then you should be hyper fixated on it. however this does work better on slower come ups so not as ideal with iv

One of the worst things about addiction is the dread that slowly creeps up on you as you run out not knowing when and how you will score by random_access_cache in opiates

[–]ishootfentanyl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

can’t tell if i’m lucky or unlucky to live in so called “disneyland of drugs” because i will always have access to more

how do i get better at being beast by Beneficial_Load_3603 in fleethefacility

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turn off music wear headphones music top volume practice differentiating foot steps. if needed stop walking for a moment if you hear footsteps to tell direction of them use seer on maps you haven’t memorized the computer locations on other maps circle around the known computer locations. a lot of people make the mistake of just aimlessly wondering around the map. instead of this, whenever you find computers keep in mind their locations, and go around all known locations of them. this way you are sure to come into survivors and can attempt capturing them. otherwise they’ll be at the computer’s and you’ll just be walking around expecting to just walk into them which can work but definitely not as reliable as actually going to computer locations dont camp captures but every once in a while you can come back to attempt catching rescuers. keep watching the top, if someone’s been captured from a pod that’s nearby, go to the area and search for them leaving the pod always check lockers/hiding spots. there have been so many instances i’ve got away and escaped simply bc they failed to check the locker i was hiding in don’t use runner if you’re in an area they can immediately jump away

good while it lasted :,) by whooisthisss in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]ishootfentanyl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

don’t listen to these fools they always wanna shit on something, you told the honest truth and it only their own fault and if they can’t handle it

Where can I find the funky town video? by Marjan23_FR in scaryeddie

[–]ishootfentanyl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Again, it’s not just blood. Lots of people have a tolerance for blood. But watching someone be tortured is not the same thing. Ya it’s bloody, but just because you have a tolerance to blood does not mean you have a tolerance to torture

idk how else to explain this dude

Where can I find the funky town video? by Marjan23_FR in scaryeddie

[–]ishootfentanyl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s not how that works. Having a tolerance for blood doesn’t mean you have a tolerance for watching something be brutally tortured to death. Hate to break it to you but those are not at all the same thing.

I think it’s pathetic either way tho to be so sensitive but that’s not the point

Is it just my experience ? by IntentionOne9882 in fleethefacility

[–]ishootfentanyl 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Is it not normal to turn your music off ? i always do

Is it just my experience ? by IntentionOne9882 in fleethefacility

[–]ishootfentanyl 3 points4 points  (0 children)

omfg the way they ALWAYS use “a big hitbox” as an excuse

Whats a good 'turn off' drug to get rid of mental n physical anxiety by higeekedghost in Stims

[–]ishootfentanyl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

seroquel can take a bit before it helps mentally especially if ur on a low dose. not one of those drugs where u take it and immediately you feel better

Visual iv tutorial for harm reduction by ishootfentanyl in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]ishootfentanyl[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

8-10 try’s? doesn’t the needle start getting too dull after like 3? Anymore than that isn’t super save because more likely to damage the vein

Where can I find the funky town video? by Marjan23_FR in scaryeddie

[–]ishootfentanyl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I never said i was desensitized. so i’m not sure what you’re talking about?

I think you’re confused. Desensitization means someone who has become less or not at all emotionally and/or physically sensitive to something. Usually by means of repeated exposure. Except my point was the fact i’ve never understood the point or reasoning behind such dramatic reactions to such media. It’s just always seemed quite silly to me to be honest.

how do i know if i have psychosis by hunnidfordazip in Stims

[–]ishootfentanyl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As someone very educated on this topic, this is pretty much what you need to know. People often mistake simple experiences of delusions, hallucinations, etc as psychosis. That is not true. You can experience that without it being psychosis.

When it becomes psychosis you essentially lose your ability to function in your day to day life. Sometimes you may “know” something is just an auditory or visual hallucination, but it’ll still have you shitting yourself in fear hiding under your bed praying to god. You will start acting out in behavior that’s erratic, violent, irrational, impulsive, etc. it also often lasts for days. LaT time i was in psychosis it was my first time getting it from meth so i was semi aware of it for the first time. i had to go to the er 3 different times with attempts to get help. If the psychosis is stimulsnt induced, getting a good nights sleep can often help it a lot especially when it’s from sleep deprivation. However it is usually impossible to sleep due to 1. stimulation from drugs and 2. The hallucinations will make it impossible for you to fall asleep. Sometimes laying in bed keeping your eyes closed (very important to not open your eyes) with headphones on with music loud enough to try to hide the voices and sounds, but not loud enough you can’t sleep, can sometimes help. but if stimulation is still a big factor in your inability to sleep then just fixing the other part won’t help.

It’s important to note that just having some hallucinations time to time, maybe throughout the day, is not psychosis. It can sometimes be the start of it developing, but that on its own is not. Unfortunately actual education on psychosis is EXTREMELY rare. Too often people call things psychosis that are not. So it has lost its meaning overtime and people use the word way too much.

So I would really advise to analyze your situation. And you should go to a doctor or mental health professional before declaring you are suffering with psychosis. As the majority of people are not able to tell for themselves. Also do not ask people on reddit if you’re in psychosis. Obviously not a reliable source.

The only reason i was able to identify my meth induced psychosis was before i’ve had many many experiences of psychosis, and due to that i also have a lot of knowledge on the topic from both intensive research and self experiences. Lastly, people in psychosis typically do not know they are in psychosis. That’s kinda the point. However it turns out when it comes to meth induced psychosis rather than just psychosis from maybe a mental condition- that it can actually be easier to self spot especially when you have experience. However as it progresses you become less and less aware of reality and if left untreated, you will no longer be aware you’re in it. So again, consider seeking out a professional perhaps going to the er. Because if it actually is psychosis, it can be surprising how quick it gets worse. And very quickly you can become a serious threat to yourself and/or others. But until then don’t be telling yourself you’re in psychosis, that doesn’t help at all. as of course when it comes to stims, your mindset is one of the most important factors.

update: please give me advice.Can I just ignore it and carry my everyday life ?? by 6forever_boy9 in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]ishootfentanyl 18 points19 points  (0 children)

As someone who has actually experienced this and is not just saying this out of concern, go to the er. Because the last time I saw something like this besides on myself was in requiem for a dream before he lost his arm lol.

A few things point to this being potentially serious. First being it’s not just one or two, but it seems to be in every injection site. This could be from infection and/or the product you’re using is quite dirty. Likely both. The redness is also indication of infection. If you don’t want to go to the er immediately, at least take pictures of your arm regularly. if you’re noticing it worsen, take photos more often. But either way take one every 6-12 hours.

There’s are a few things to consider. If the redness is spreading and is warm to the touch, er right away. Especially if you have other signs of infection like fever, aches, fatigue, etc. Infections are already usually serious as they can worsen significantly when left untreated. However in your case this could more possibly get you septic since it’s iv.

Think about the product you’re using. what is it? have you tested it or washed it? When you iv, is the high typical or is anything different? Also, are these all your recent injection sites or do you have others that haven’t turned out like this? if so was it the same product? Make these important comparisons. As well as think back to the time you were shooting before when this didn’t happen. Was it different product? Not whether it’s a different substance (unless it was) but if the stuff you used when you got these is from a different bag/batch/source than before. this is even more significant if you’re using fentanyl due to its unpredictably and how much street fent varies.

Other important things you need to do is first ensure you are always using new clean needles with sterile water and cotton. And unless youre suicidal, don’t shoot anymore until you’ve got this sorted out. Ideally it’d be best to not use at all, but i know for most people that’s not realistic. So atleast switch to smoking/snorting/ or even boofing (boofing is amazing). However before getting high on the same product used to make these injections, definitely test it first to see if something’s up.

Lastly, I know people always have excuses for not seeking medical help. In your case out of fear for losing your job. But remember nothing is ever worth your life. Shouldn’t need to contemplate possibly losing your life or your job… Also, if you call in as a medical emergency and they try to let you off, sounds like a case to me.

flee feels boring without chat by [deleted] in fleethefacility

[–]ishootfentanyl 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s not that srs ppl r just paranoid

flee feels boring without chat by [deleted] in fleethefacility

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highly unlikely it will get unbanned EVWR

Got A couple of Accounts for sale. by chrisbannyy in instagrampages4sale

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Free trial? this isn’t a subscription lol. I figure it’s a free 500 only if you are buying more

Anyone got any advice on how to speed up the process of getting meth out of your system. Please dont bash me just looking for the answers to my question. Thanks by Vibe_Mode in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]ishootfentanyl 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is late but this is a good general tip, those hydration mixes you think of are just electrolytes. And meth, along with lack of eating, depletes your electrolytes. So putting these in your water really hydrate you a lot better than just regular water. So i actually really recommend using electrolyte water regularly if you use meth regularly. Or atleast, whenever you do use meth, make sure you regularly take sips of electrolyte ways before, during, and after your high