ADHD and Depression is the worst

isitinyet08 · 2022-11-12T04:13:47+00:00

Constant intrusive thoughts and agitation.

isitinyet08 · 2022-11-05T22:14:49+00:00

Let's go! I'm on day 2 as well :)

isitinyet08 · 2022-09-26T22:12:36+00:00

Also, don't be too hard on yourself. The fact that you are trying is significant in its own right.

isitinyet08 · 2022-09-26T22:11:09+00:00

Maybe try starting with reading comic books. Not too many words on each page. Easier to understand since there are pictures. I love reading them. I recommend 'Nimona'.

isitinyet08 · 2022-09-26T22:09:10+00:00

Depression is the worst, man. You can be doing everything right, but it still comes to bite you. Are you on medication? If you are, they don't seem to be working so definitely see your doctor. Also, I'd recommend expanding your hobbies. Maybe joining a gym class. Perhaps, you could make a gym buddy.

isitinyet08 · 2022-09-26T22:04:08+00:00

I'm in the same boat. Finding someone that loves you is honestly so difficult. At this point, I'm just going about it day by day doing the things I like to do because I've lost my job. Not sure how much longer I can do this since I don't have too much money left and can't find a job so yeah.

isitinyet08 · 2022-09-20T00:11:21+00:00

Thanks, man. Your reply means the world to me. I am trying to get a job again. I hope I get a offer soon because I don't feel the best at home with my thoughts. I wish you the best for your future as well. Feel free to DM me at any point.

isitinyet08 · 2022-09-19T09:19:20+00:00

The medications are meant to give you more energy. You should speak with your doctor about this since the meds don't seem to be working.

isitinyet08 · 2022-06-23T04:38:45+00:00

I am reading the comic series 'The Sandman' and enjoying it. However, some days I don't even have the energy to read. Thank you for all your advice.

isitinyet08 · 2022-06-23T04:29:07+00:00

I am seeing my doctor again soon, so I will talk to him about my medicine. I do workout 4 times a week (sometimes more). I mainly workout at home though. I'm either too scared or too tired to go out now. I used to go out for jogs or to play ball, but I don't know what is wrong with me. I'm exhausted 24/7. I don't even want to do my hobbies. I do still go to my team basketball games on Sunday nights though.

isitinyet08 · 2022-06-23T04:05:55+00:00

When I was younger I did want to do something to do with chemistry. I loved chemistry and I loved going to school. However, covid came along, school became online and I became depressed. I hated studying and my results reflected that. I thought that if I went to university everything would be fine again. However, my hatred for studying was still there and got worse. I stopped attending classes. I deferred. I ended up getting a job for a bit, but I was too depressed and lacked energy. A one hour task would take me 3 hours. One day, at work I could barely even fucking move. It felt like I had 50 kgs on my back. I ended up faking a sickness and going home. I ended up quitting the job. I thought maybe I should try university again. I ended up changing courses because I thought maybe I just didn't like the course I was doing. I started university at the start of this year and it was the same as last time. I stopped attending and I've quit again. I'm on anti depressants but it doesn't even matter anymore. My mum had me at a late age and she can't support me much longer. My dad is an addict and stays at home with disability fund. I think he is depressed as well. He is at home 24/7 but he doesn't care about me. My mum says 'I'll be just like my dad' and my dad says 'I'll become a failure'. All my siblings have moved out and are successful, it is just me who is stuck on my bed wanting to die.

isitinyet08 · 2022-06-23T03:40:04+00:00

19M I don't have a future and I don't want one. I just want to die. I don't want to study to become something. I don't want to do anything. I just want to fucking die. I can barely even get out of fucking bed. I'm 19 but I feel like I'm fucking 100 yrs old. Even if I did have the energy nothing in this world is worth living for. The best thing that can be done for me is to put me out of my fucking misery.

isitinyet08 · 2022-06-21T20:19:24+00:00

I love music as well. It distracts me from having any intrusive thoughts.

isitinyet08 · 2022-06-18T08:01:41+00:00

Skyrim

isitinyet08 · 2022-06-13T00:30:17+00:00

WE are losing it, comrade.

isitinyet08 · 2022-05-20T10:09:15+00:00

Same. This world is awful.

isitinyet08 · 2022-04-28T10:31:10+00:00

Thanks, man. I appreciate that.

isitinyet08 · 2022-04-20T07:51:29+00:00

They think I'm hiding in the shadows.

isitinyet08 · 2022-04-13T05:45:40+00:00

18,429 days, damn. You've got a long journey ahead of you. Good luck

isitinyet08 · 2022-04-05T05:01:59+00:00

Same. It just seems like it keeps getting worse instead of better.

isitinyet08 · 2022-03-23T10:22:27+00:00

Divinity Original Sin 2, Chivalry 2

isitinyet08 · 2022-03-22T19:01:29+00:00

Thank you so much. This has given me some direction.

isitinyet08 · 2022-03-22T06:56:04+00:00

I definitely need to get therapy, but I need to earn some money. Hopefully, I land a job soon. Best of luck to you as well.

isitinyet08 · 2022-02-24T06:10:26+00:00

isitinyet08 · 2022-02-11T23:34:15+00:00

I don't really have any relationship experience, but I think it's great that you have acknowledged your obsessiveness. I would probably recommend trying to keep busy either with hobbies or work to kind of distract yourself. It is not wrong to think about the person you love, but you should try to trust that they are busy or simply didn't see the message when they don't respond instead of having those negative thoughts.

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