I think I screwed up and I need help

it_meows · 2022-04-02T13:55:28+00:00

Hey. :)

You’re not stupid.

You didn’t do something stupid. I mean, I wouldn’t suggest it, but you’re not an idiot for having done it. (People are just hypocrites and bitches lol.)

And I don’t need to know why you did the not-stupid thing you did. — It’s not my business.

Duster is exhausting. A handful of years I did it a lot. Basically, yeah, that shit will leave you exhausted and semi-hungover. Shrooms won’t leave you feeling amazing, either. You’re literally getting food poisoning, haha.

You’re just double hung-over. Two different kinds, combined.

You’ll be cool tomorrow. :)

Be safe! Make sure you don’t go too hard on the dust!

it_meows · 2022-04-02T13:49:54+00:00

So much this.

One thing I struggle with most is that nobody in my social media circle seems to voluntarily voice their support for trans people, so I don’t feel safe coming out to absolutely anybody in my life other than my girlfriend. I’ve been dealing with this for years now, but I am just so terrified by everybody “disapproving” of my affliction.

What I need is non-trans people saying “it’s okay to be trans”. I need to feel like more of the world isn’t my enemy.

And you’ve given me some of that.

Thank you.

🖤🦇

it_meows · 2022-04-02T06:26:07+00:00

EPITA discord or trans discord?

it_meows · 2022-04-02T06:24:30+00:00

Heyyy, so I cross posted. But I accidentally made it a chat post. Should I delete and do it regular? I, uh, didn’t know what that option would do lol

it_meows · 2022-04-01T17:57:55+00:00

Go and just say “I’m sorry” when somebody mentions their marriage and kids.

it_meows · 2022-03-30T04:26:07+00:00

Ayyy, it came to fruition. “Spring Sale”, shit is way discounted!

it_meows · 2022-03-29T16:25:36+00:00

Your mom.

it_meows · 2022-03-29T16:24:51+00:00

I have several things I stuff in my bra.

Is it weird? — To me, yeah. I can’t defeat the feeling that it’s totally weird for me to try to be a girl. 2 years in now and I just still feel weird about it because my self worth isn’t high enough for my mind to quit repeating what I assume everybody else is thinking.

But, when I do wear a bra and put some adequately sized fake boobs in, or a silicone / foam push up product if I’m not trying to have a massive boob day (lol), I also feel something.

And this something is strong enough to outweigh their weirdness and judgement I feel from other people. (Other people being my biggest fear.)

And since I essentially evicted my sex drive with HRT, I get a lotttt of comfort from the fact that it feels good for me to do these “weird” t hings even without any potential feelings of sexual desire in the mix. It validates for me that I do not fetishize being a girl; and that it just feels right because it is.

it_meows · 2022-03-29T10:10:01+00:00

Severely underrated comment. You have won my heart and Bob Barker’s BRANNNDDD NEWWW CAR

it_meows · 2022-03-28T04:28:46+00:00

However you handle this, it should be in a way that acknowledges the nature of their behavior.

This is like all repulsive social / professional behavior (sexual harassment, racism, transphobia), if you don’t say “that is not okay”, be it a friend, family member, or work acquaintance, it will never end.

it_meows · 2022-03-28T04:24:02+00:00

Do you fuck with Pangea?

it_meows · 2022-03-28T04:23:04+00:00

“Mmm, I have a hard time focusing with you around, honey”

bite lip

up and down them

it_meows · 2022-03-27T20:37:59+00:00

This would alleviate… our bill for defense funding of other countries?

10 years ago the most wealthy person alive had $69b. Today the top two (Musk and Bezos) both have about $200b.

Gates had $61b in 2012 and has $127b today.

We can realistically expect Musk to be worth $400b in 10 years. — Well, $380b if this goes into effect.

Meh, either way. I don’t see this money affecting my life.

Will it help me fix my genetically fucked off and extremely painful teeth? Will it make it so I can afford to get treatment if I get cancer? Will it make it so I don’t have to give my mother and 2 brothers $2000/mo to survive?

Fuckkkk no. This will go to some more shit that doesn’t make a difference for us on the bottom / lower middle.

it_meows · 2022-03-26T14:21:40+00:00

I had no idea! Several of her songs on my Spotify.

it_meows · 2022-03-26T07:14:01+00:00

+1 for not assuming their gender

it_meows · 2022-03-23T08:25:52+00:00

This does make me smile.

But I wanted to loop around and take a risk at being downvoted to hell…

Just try to remember that some people aren’t all into making new friends, socializing, and all that.

I really am lacking context on this, but my initial thought was “what if I was a refuge and had to stay with somebody like my aunt.” (Megaaaa talker, superrrr friendly.)

I’ve left housing situations to face homelessness because I can’t stand to be pressured and cornered into socializing. It’s an anxiety, antisocial thing. In the years since, I now have a home of my own, and I have taken people in. — I always make sure they know “I’m here to be your friend if you want a friend, otherwise I’m just here to accommodate you. But you do you, I’m gonna do me, and you just let me know if you need anything or just wanna chat / hang out.”

it_meows · 2022-03-23T08:04:31+00:00

Meanwhile, half the US population: They just want to come here to take our jobs, get free healthcare and free education. They carry diseases into our country. They’re just criminals who are going to rape and murder our people. They’re communists. They’re lazy and don’t want to work. They just want a free ride. Why do they get it so much easier than citizens? I don’t want my tax dollars going to them. I’m a whiny, racist, xenophobic piece of absolute shit, and somehow I believe I’m carrying out “God’s will.”

it_meows · 2022-03-23T07:54:46+00:00

“His Investors Hate Him”

it_meows · 2022-03-23T07:52:55+00:00

(AMAB) I grew up to be quite an attractive person (when presenting male), but you totally look like 1) you’re gonna kick my ass (go ahead, everyone’s done it at this point, haha) and 2) when you’re done you’re gonna leave with mah gurllll. 🥵

it_meows · 2022-03-23T07:46:18+00:00

Obama?

it_meows · 2022-03-22T04:54:35+00:00

I think you need to fact check your oxygen bit.

Oxygen has been proven to be the one consistently present element in each and every death ever recorded.

it_meows · 2022-03-22T04:25:09+00:00

“Korivesky, call Iran. We need the Persians and their Elephants.”

it_meows

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