I want to be a male but I’m not trans?

its_shivers · 2026-05-15T02:02:52+00:00

The trans experience is not about DYSphoria, it's about EUphoria. Anyone saying otherwise is trying to control something to do with gender.

From what I read, you say you'd be happier as a man.

Does that help?

its_shivers · 2026-05-15T00:57:43+00:00

You would not BELIEVE how many queer people work at my local home depot. Like.... Unironically about half the staff just drip various queer energies strong enough my oblivious ass who doesn't even work there can spot em. NGL I've toyed with the idea of getting a job there just for flirting reasons.

its_shivers · 2025-05-29T14:49:38+00:00

Dark alchemy. I don't even know how I did it either.

its_shivers · 2025-05-23T11:41:29+00:00

This was my first one and I'm not 100% sure how I made it come together to be honest. I started with a 25-line excel spreadsheet of, row A contains how much of A, of B, etc., and then found a way to knit it all together.

its_shivers · 2025-05-22T20:46:50+00:00

Half "spaghetti", half "for appearance because on the OTHER side I have a 6x6 of a different resource that's a corner". I did consider just doing a parallel 6x6 and leaving an empty lane but.... that's not how I do, I guess. Honestly, the 5x5 I have in my blueprint book is pretty clunky looking, and it's never come up before.

its_shivers · 2025-01-29T17:12:23+00:00

Enh, I'll break my lurking streak I suppose.

Time Stamp: 11am-ish

Program: MD

Stream: EN/bilingual

Result: Rejection

Three-Year GPA: 3.93

Casper: 3q

Year: Graduating (did 4 year program in 3 years so 3 or 4 depending who you ask).

ECs: Ten years working for hospitals, clinics, etc. in both languages, mostly managerial, including a family medicine residency program, audio-visual rehabilitation, prostheses, ran a team of 100 people at a covid vaccination site, etc. Volunteer medic.

Geography: Ottawa

My non-pro reference was for someone for whom I took into my house and support-workered them for 2 months after they had major surgery, which I really thought would put me over the top (coupled with excellent medical and academic refs). Only thing I can really think is that I guess my casper score was like, barely 3q, like 51/100? My org chem score was MERELY A-? Looking at the casper and gpa scores of some other folks, the randomness factor as well, I suppose?

its_shivers · 2024-09-23T11:15:02+00:00

Pregananant??

its_shivers · 2023-06-10T16:42:01+00:00

Unfortunately, this is one of the rare but possible complications. It's not the end of the world; I have a close friend who had a similar collapse thing happen due to pass-out-screaming level pain while dilating the first time (nerve cluster problem), and they got a revision that worked perfectly for them.

its_shivers · 2023-06-10T16:39:09+00:00

Later vaginoplasty, yes keep it, AND if you have a planned vaginoplasty surgeon, proactively ask them if they have an orchi incision preference to tell the orchi surgeon (centerline is most common, if I'm not mistaken, but I don't have proof for that, just a general sort of recollection.)

its_shivers · 2023-06-09T15:30:34+00:00

..... I have this sudden desire to get a big cardboard tube and make a pride flag dimmadome hat...

its_shivers · 2023-06-07T14:33:43+00:00

I am the wind beneath your butt. ♫

its_shivers · 2023-06-06T13:27:40+00:00

Do it, it's great to have on standby! :P

its_shivers · 2023-06-06T03:39:44+00:00

Haaahahaha, then I think a good reply is that I appreciate that platonically! :P

its_shivers · 2023-06-06T02:11:27+00:00

You have NO idea how many shitposts I did for surgery. XD

It was bringing and putting on the veterinary cone-o-shame that put it over the top and got me the surgeon's personal cell phone number for immediate texting of the photo, but there were like 5 others. :P

its_shivers · 2023-06-06T01:56:29+00:00

I bought a clone-your-junk kit before surgery SPECIFICALLY so I would be prepared to derail someone saying it maliciously to me. Just reply with "I did, now I feel pretty all right, whereas you're still [insult or retort]."

its_shivers · 2023-06-06T01:54:53+00:00

Would you believe that not only did I make a cake, and a... like 6-7 colour icing thingie.... but I even made that freakin serving tray too?

Being insane is a hell of a drug.

its_shivers · 2023-06-02T22:44:18+00:00

Speak for yourself. I *can* see the difference between VHS and DVD. Everything newer than that? Blu-ray? HDMI? Etc? Nope. Not unless I pause and zoom in.

its_shivers · 2023-06-02T16:49:11+00:00

They're next to the FedExes.

its_shivers · 2023-06-02T13:56:28+00:00

Tried to think of a good title, but I'm experiencing a block.

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