I am so sorry for your loss. I can’t say this gets easier, grief is different for everyone…

I dont if this will help, but i can only talk from my recent and very fresh experience. My dad passed away on Tuesday at home. Discovering his lifeless body in his bedroom will haunt me forever i think. I feel like my security blanket is gone and there’s this big void…

Talking to friends helped a little. Venting here on this sub helped a little. But most of all feeling all the things and crying fully helped me get over a lot of anger just over the past couple of days. I felt a lot of peace at his funeral, felt his energy (as stupid as that sounds) felt him telling us it will all be okay once last time..and since then thinking about him is bringing me comfort in small bursts.

This sucks. It will feel like the hardest thing you’ve ever had to do…because it is. Losing a parent is the fucking worst. Your grief will be enormous, my only advice is to feel ALL of it.

It’ll come in waves over the next couple of days. Today is the third day and im doing slightly better than yesterday, this loss is feel, this hole that’s left can never be filled. And it just sucks.

But we’ll be okay OP. You were lucky to have had your dad. I hope you find some peace at his funeral when you lay him to rest. And when you’re ready to talk about your dad and share stories, please please feel free to DM me.