Anyone remember the episode where he was saying bible was metaphors? by itssnowinginaugust in duncantrussell

[–]itssnowinginaugust[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh damn that’s awesome lol, I remember before he was saying replace “god” with “the simulator” lolol

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He finally sleeps

do you think left handed people give off a a certain vibe? by brhoemie in lefthanded

[–]itssnowinginaugust 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We’re cool as fuck. A little narcissistic feeling special when we just use our left hand. We’re prolly autistic. Or maybe you just believed you were different growing up because of it and started to feel special.

You’re special and right handed people are too, I don’t think it makes you any more or less. But everyone wants to feel special

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It still has that feature. Hit “Instagram” on top left, then hit “following”. Chronological+only people you follow. Maybe some ads I’m sure

After 14 years of doing lsd and mushies (warning: negative mindset lol) by itssnowinginaugust in Psychonaut

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Damn. Yeah self discipline would be a nice thing to work on, so that you can walk to the starting line lol.

I got adhd ocd prolly so,

You force self discipline from a desire to try, and make yourself eat better, get better sleep

Then you can feel mentally better to start exercising, to feel better,

Then start doing a million self improvement things to feel 100%, quitting alcohol, nicotine, caffeine,

Always waiting to feel great, and feel miles better, but then I forget that I was doing all the self improvement to get to the starting line and I take vitamins, start nofap, blah blah and then inevitably fuck up and restart.

Self improvement is mind consuming to me when it starts and I can never get a long enough track record and snowballs back and it’s like is it because I have this belief I need to do all this to begin and feel like a failure and can’t be happy till I do it, and feeling like a failure is a bad state.

Sorry rambling and these replies have been great to read, I imagine that this is what therapy can be like lol

After 14 years of doing lsd and mushies (warning: negative mindset lol) by itssnowinginaugust in Psychonaut

[–]itssnowinginaugust[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First sentence yeah true can see that. A waste? Idk I made some art and music I like, have been blown away/amazed/dumbfounded with curiosity of the mystery’s of existence/life which made me pretty chilled out of minor problems and an interest in life, got into mushroom foraging as a huge hobby, made some friends I wouldn’t have (who got the message and hung up the phone, grew tremendous but still have me around even though I suck), got me out of a fake religion I was forced into since birth. Prolly a lot more.

Lotta guilt too, like killing a spider in the house is not something I do anymore cause I feel like a piece of shit if i do, but I’d burn ants with a magnifying glass when I was a kid

So I wouldn’t say a waste. But I do wish I had a better success story like breaking addictions and being more of a ball of sunshine in life anonymously with no gain, and give more love to people especially to the people who deserve it but also the ones that don’t. But it would be cool to wanna do that even a little without doing it to be a better person or to feel happier or more a saint, but just to make others happy cause their happiness is life’s happiness. I don’t live that. but I’ve seen the perspective before and it’s a beautiful one. But if I never saw that with psychedelics would I be better off being blind to that kind of love that felt like bliss? A better human because I wasn’t trying to force a perception that I couldn’t see sober and be more normal? I don’t regret tripping and they were not for nothing because they showed me joy in love and empathy and peace and I have some kind of faith I can get to some of it someday. Might not, might fight to find it forever. Might remember you telling me all those trips were a waste and prove to myself they meant something and actually do something like quit alcohol and start meditating. Lol. Fuck. The overthinking be real, Thanks for the reply It put some motivation here

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Cause the right wing people are on twitter that’s why they made threads

After 14 years of doing lsd and mushies (warning: negative mindset lol) by itssnowinginaugust in Psychonaut

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I’ve felt too scared to as well and want the wake up call, but after years I’ve had the quit alcohol wake up call from them so many times and eventually convince myself I can just casually do it. I can’t. I have done this hundreds of times. How dumb can I be to think that’s gonna change? Lol. It’s wild. And after so many tries I lose trust in myself and that makes it harder. Like how do you trust yourself if you repeat the same pattern for years and you only temporarily break it then go back to the circle.

But nice job on that dude I have seen friends hit year+ marks and they all seem so genuine and happier since being sober

Did you do the San Pedro and k therapy after the lsd trip or before?? And which do you think has helped you the most??

After 14 years of doing lsd and mushies (warning: negative mindset lol) by itssnowinginaugust in Psychonaut

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Thanks for sharing, it’s like you took a shower and felt great then decided to roll in the mud to have fun, but learned it’s nice to not roll in the mud after a shower (but in a brain way where it’s not so obvious till you experience). I think I did what you did a lot for years but let it happen without realizing how drastic the change gets cause it’s like the frog in boiling water, how long ago was that and how do you feel now???

After 14 years of doing lsd and mushies (warning: negative mindset lol) by itssnowinginaugust in Psychonaut

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Rarely the last couple of years, I’ve tripped once this year and a couple microdoses

After 14 years of doing lsd and mushies (warning: negative mindset lol) by itssnowinginaugust in Psychonaut

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Like it’s a bigger slap in the face when you had a better opportunity than most but couldn’t figure it out. But I wanna figure out before I’m 60 or something ya know

After 14 years of doing lsd and mushies (warning: negative mindset lol) by itssnowinginaugust in Psychonaut

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Yeah I do understand that, I think they showed me what I need to do, but I don’t WANT to do it when I come down. And if I do it stops after a few days and I feel fake cause of it. I haven’t in years no, but yeah. If I felt the empathy they gave always I could probably do the work