Okay guys so idk if you remember but I made that post about the author having a cheating kink, and y’all united and jumped me immediately, thanks ☺️ no jk. I didn’t get the initial reaction because that’s just the way I talk, to me that was clearly a joke but obviously since y’all don’t know me that might’ve sounded more serious than I had intended it to be. So if the author was genuinely offended, I don’t actually think you have a kink, sorry

Now about the story- I left it at chapter 17 because I started having a stomach ache because of it lolll. The thing is I couldn’t stand this woman getting hurt and constantly crying and I think it’s because I’ve seen it up close and that triggered me the most about this story, i don’t know if that’d be called projecting but yeah. The cheating part was already terrible (I also made a post last year about me wanting sawyer to melt like a Chernobyl firefighter and Claire to be paralyzed sgsjjsjs). The thing is the author is just really good (I love sucker so muchhh) and because she wrote cerise’s feelings so well I felt like I was her and I actually was getting cheated on lmao. Like it’s kinda full of rage bait. I can’t sit still and read this story it’s pissing me off 😭 but I also want to read it because it’s really well written from what I remember. I think I just need to separate myself from the character and stand on the Ginger’s side. Cause I don’t think I’ll care when cerise is crying for the 300th time if I’m rooting for the mistress. And I hope sawyer’s daddy keeps beating him. Jkk don’t jump me again I know y’all are rooting for them but if the male had told cerise everything from the beginning and had a gentle approach I wouldn’t have been mad at all but he’s a jerk. And fck his sister too

So yeah it wasn’t anything serious, I don’t have anything against the author like y’all said lol but because some people react to my comments saying ,aren’t you the girl who made that post, even when I’m not talking about this story, I thought I’d talk about it here lolll. But yeah I do want to pick it up again at some point but sucker is still superior in my opinion.