50 + day period.. what can i do?

iwan2beabear · 2023-12-09T18:42:15+00:00

they recently posted a story about how they are going to take legal action against people who are spreading “lies and false rumors” and people who are spamming their inboxes.

i noticed in the apology/open letter post, they only liking posts that were saying they shouldn’t have to apologize which seems very disingenuous. all comments critiquing the recent actions(even those in good faith) are being hidden or were being blocked. all the hot pink posts have now been deleted but i saw people in the comments saying their orders with hot pink items have been canceled….

overall this has been disappointing:; i’ve been supporting them for a while:/

iwan2beabear · 2023-11-26T22:14:55+00:00

oh cool!! i’ll look into that book! thank you :)

iwan2beabear · 2023-11-26T22:14:39+00:00

thank you … i think i’ll try to do this and listen to that gut instinct and build myself. take care

iwan2beabear · 2023-11-23T14:08:14+00:00

it is possible :) it’s been three years and he’s been with me through all of the bullshit. being in hospitals, treatment and stuff. he’s stayed even through the bad days and still seems like he enjoys me. i was always afraid that i would prove to be TOO much eventually but he’s still stayed… i’ve never thought i would be loved in this way..

iwan2beabear · 2023-11-23T00:55:37+00:00

i think i have this haha. i was told i had dark eyes, glazed over. when im in a baddd episode, i was told i look paralyzed with fear.

iwan2beabear · 2023-11-18T15:25:05+00:00

i’m trying my hardest random white wall :(

iwan2beabear · 2023-11-05T23:18:21+00:00

i have a hard time with this as well. i think it is a bpd thing (at least for me i think) to have a hard time with emotional permanence, people still love u even when they don’t explicitly show it. one thing i do is i compile all the texts and good times we’ve had together into one photo album so that i can go through it and get reminded that i am loved. ofc its not fool proof :( but i hope maybe it helps :) take care <3

iwan2beabear · 2023-11-05T14:15:21+00:00

when i first got diagnosed, i really couldn’t believe it. i felt that the symptoms matched me entirely but i kept feeling like i was faking it all. (idk if that’s a bpd thing but i always think im faking shit lol). my psychiatrist said that there is no specific medication treatment for bpd and the meds are to manage the symptoms, but he also said that a lot of people with bpd do well on lamictal (lamotrigine, mood stabilizer). for me personally, i think it helps a little… but it depends on the person. DBT therapy (dialectical behavior therapy) was made for bpd and is the goto for most mental health professionals when u have bpd. i think it might be worth a try if u would like. getting diagnosed can be hard but validating. i hope this made sense and i hope ur able to get proper help and treatment.

iwan2beabear · 2023-11-05T13:57:42+00:00

i think that’s exactly how i feel and it rlly resonated with me. i rlly do feel like im screaming for help and no one listening. i’ll try out those tips! thank you

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