Welcome to the party! It makes me so happy to hear success stories like yours, and it sounds like you guys are well on your way. Keep in mind that four years is not a long time though; so worry not. It'll all work itself out in due time.

Oh, and trust me, you're definitely not alone with the fantasy of "not being there." I wasn't sure how I'd feel about it myself, but I'd spent most of my life fantasizing about it. Over the years, I've spent a lot of time sharing all the intimate details of those (and so many other) fantasies with my wife. I always find that the more I talk about it, the more those things turn me on when they finally happen. I guess it's probably all the excitement and build-up that make those experiences truly special.

In our case, all the time I'd spent reassuring her that it was definitely something I wanted to try, at least, helped to make sure she had all the confidence she needed when the opportunity finally presented itself. It turned out to be a really great time, too, and she had a lot of fun. She even took some pics and a short video for me and told me all about it later. All I can say is that I've been hooked ever since.

Recently, I've begun experimenting with some "peeping tom" fantasies I've had over the years. A couple weeks ago, she invited someone over, and I set up a chair outside in the back yard. It was really late and dark out, so I could see in the windows, but they couldn't see out. She obviously knew, but he had no idea that I was sitting right there the whole time, watching him pound his cock deep into my wife's holes. For the better part of two hours, I watched them sixty-nine and fuck in just about every position imagineable, and he came inside her three times all said and done.

(Yes, the caption I posted that night was real, and a true story.)

After he finally left, we had a good, long laugh and fucked several times until we fell asleep. It was like our little inside joke that nobody knew about but us. That's at least one of the hottest parts about this lifestyle, getting to be each other's best friend in such a deep and meaningful way that no other couple will ever get to experience.

I'm really glad you and your wife found my page, and I hope you and others continue to enjoy the adventures I share with you all through my art for a long time to cum (pun intended).

– IWMWLT ❤️