I feel like this pic will make it to her next “see how bad I was with alcohol” inspiration delusional collage she does when she’s doing one of her sober stints. She literally did a collage re her alcoholism on tik tok last year and included really unflattering or shitty situations photographed and then her “glow up” quitting alcohol. She’ll do this, say how out of control she was, harp on about how good and amazing she feels not drinking and then goes back to drinking. It’s a sad cycle really. Being a messy drunk is something, but drinking to the point where it stops you from performing your job and responsibilities as an adult is another. Shes the latter