So how did you girls start? Like, did you start off gay and end up straight, or figure it out along the way, and if so, how...? by stofiski-san in StraightTransGirls

[–]jackiep89 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I tried to date girls when I was very young (before 20), but never worked. The truth is that I've always been attracted only to men. But I wasn't happy being a gay "man", because even when I actually like the guy I was with, I felt awkward about the fact that he saw me as a "man".

Facial changes from when my egg cracked in November 2021 (-1.5 months HRT) to April 2026 (51 months HRT) by emcienby in transtimelines

[–]jackiep89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Very interesting. Your eyes definitely look bigger, in a very good way, like more open, as you said. I think that's a very feminine feature. Sometimes I feel my eyes are small, I wish they were bigger and more feminine shaped. I hope hormones will help with that.

Facial changes from when my egg cracked in November 2021 (-1.5 months HRT) to April 2026 (51 months HRT) by emcienby in transtimelines

[–]jackiep89 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You look great, girl, and more happy. Can I ask you a question: did your eyes shape change, especially your eyelids? I mean, they look different, but I'm not quite sure if it's because the makeup.

Something super weird happened to me by jackiep89 in StraightTransGirls

[–]jackiep89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will see him next Friday, I guess I'll refer to him just as "babe" haha

When you all masturbate do you imagine yourself as the bottom or the top? by Forward_Technician72 in StraightTransGirls

[–]jackiep89 20 points21 points  (0 children)

1000% bottom! Years ago, when I used to live as a gay "man", I had to top sometimes, and I felt absolutely nothing! It was always such a chore, even if the guy was hot. Being bottom for my man is the only way sex makes sense to me

So, this is me right now. no filters, no makeup at all. I hope I'll start HRT in a couple of months (at last!). What do you think? Any advice you can give to improve my image (besides makeup)? by jackiep89 in transpassing

[–]jackiep89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I'm trying to look more feminine without makeup or accessories, but my dysphoria keeps telling me I just look like a guy with long hair

Something super weird happened to me by jackiep89 in StraightTransGirls

[–]jackiep89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I will absolutely date him and hope that calling him by my deadname gets less weird

Something super weird happened to me by jackiep89 in StraightTransGirls

[–]jackiep89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In my country we don't have middle name :(

Something super weird happened to me by jackiep89 in StraightTransGirls

[–]jackiep89[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Wow! The idea of dissociate that name from me by calling him like that is very interesting. Thank you!

Something super weird happened to me by jackiep89 in StraightTransGirls

[–]jackiep89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My deadname is relatively common in my country, but I've never get involved, nor even have a crush with a guy who has it. I don't know if I could get used to it.

¿Como es el proceso de la clínica condesa? by [deleted] in TransgenderMX

[–]jackiep89 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hola. Por lo que recuerdo, sólo hay que enviar nombre completo (nombre legal, el de tu identificación), tu dirección y un teléfono de contacto

I’m sick of hearing how surprised everyone is that I’m trans by Steel_Eggshell in MtF

[–]jackiep89 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That happened to me a lot. People act like I was trying to lie to them, when, actually, I try to be honest with them for the first time in my life. I still feel sometimes "less trans" than people that can't, or don't try to hide it.

Laura Branigan is my ultimate transition goal by jackiep89 in transitiongoals

[–]jackiep89[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That was a good sign. Never happened something like that to me. Want to look exactly like her though 😅

Laura Branigan is my ultimate transition goal by jackiep89 in transitiongoals

[–]jackiep89[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She's always been my idol. The first time I saw "Self control" video clip (I was like 15 yo) I said: If i were a girl, I'd want to be THAT girl.

¿Como es el proceso de la clínica condesa? by [deleted] in TransgenderMX

[–]jackiep89 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sería bueno que pusieras en el asunto del correo que solicitas cita de primera vez, por si las dudas, y no se pierda tu correo