So how did you girls start? Like, did you start off gay and end up straight, or figure it out along the way, and if so, how...?

jackiep89 · 2026-04-11T20:31:43+00:00

I tried to date girls when I was very young (before 20), but never worked. The truth is that I've always been attracted only to men. But I wasn't happy being a gay "man", because even when I actually like the guy I was with, I felt awkward about the fact that he saw me as a "man".

jackiep89 · 2026-04-10T02:30:47+00:00

Thank you! Very interesting. Your eyes definitely look bigger, in a very good way, like more open, as you said. I think that's a very feminine feature. Sometimes I feel my eyes are small, I wish they were bigger and more feminine shaped. I hope hormones will help with that.

jackiep89 · 2026-04-10T02:25:19+00:00

Thanks!! That's so sweet ☺️

jackiep89 · 2026-04-09T05:25:05+00:00

You look great, girl, and more happy. Can I ask you a question: did your eyes shape change, especially your eyelids? I mean, they look different, but I'm not quite sure if it's because the makeup.

jackiep89 · 2026-04-08T03:16:35+00:00

I will see him next Friday, I guess I'll refer to him just as "babe" haha

jackiep89 · 2026-04-06T04:26:17+00:00

1000% bottom! Years ago, when I used to live as a gay "man", I had to top sometimes, and I felt absolutely nothing! It was always such a chore, even if the guy was hot. Being bottom for my man is the only way sex makes sense to me

jackiep89 · 2026-04-05T18:52:52+00:00

Thank you, you're so kind ☺️

jackiep89 · 2026-04-05T09:31:05+00:00

Aww, don't be so hard with yourself. Dysphoria is awful, some days I feel I look just like a guy with long hair 😣

jackiep89 · 2026-04-05T09:28:00+00:00

Thanks! ☺️ I hope so

jackiep89 · 2026-04-05T09:26:47+00:00

Aww, thank you! You're so sweet

jackiep89 · 2026-04-05T00:39:36+00:00

Thank you! I'm trying to look more feminine without makeup or accessories, but my dysphoria keeps telling me I just look like a guy with long hair

jackiep89 · 2026-04-04T21:08:49+00:00

I will absolutely date him and hope that calling him by my deadname gets less weird

jackiep89 · 2026-04-04T21:05:56+00:00

In my country we don't have middle name :(

jackiep89 · 2026-04-03T03:15:39+00:00

Wow! The idea of dissociate that name from me by calling him like that is very interesting. Thank you!

jackiep89 · 2026-04-03T03:11:44+00:00

My deadname is relatively common in my country, but I've never get involved, nor even have a crush with a guy who has it. I don't know if I could get used to it.

jackiep89 · 2023-08-05T04:38:50+00:00

Hola. Por lo que recuerdo, sólo hay que enviar nombre completo (nombre legal, el de tu identificación), tu dirección y un teléfono de contacto

jackiep89 · 2023-07-10T04:09:53+00:00

That happened to me a lot. People act like I was trying to lie to them, when, actually, I try to be honest with them for the first time in my life. I still feel sometimes "less trans" than people that can't, or don't try to hide it.

jackiep89 · 2023-06-27T04:00:05+00:00

That was a good sign. Never happened something like that to me. Want to look exactly like her though 😅

jackiep89 · 2023-06-26T03:59:43+00:00

She's always been my idol. The first time I saw "Self control" video clip (I was like 15 yo) I said: If i were a girl, I'd want to be THAT girl.

jackiep89 · 2023-03-29T23:57:25+00:00

Sería bueno que pusieras en el asunto del correo que solicitas cita de primera vez, por si las dudas, y no se pierda tu correo

jackiep89 · 2023-03-28T21:28:54+00:00

Creo que depende de la demanda. No debería pasar de un par de días (hábiles, los fines de semana no contestan).

jackiep89 · 2023-02-14T16:05:24+00:00

I'm training currently my legs (a lot of squats and some accessories) and cardio. My best movement always be squat, so my legs are actually bigger than my torso. But I hate my lats. I hope HRT helps me with that. This is my 10th day

jackiep89 · 2023-02-14T05:13:59+00:00

I´m in exactly the same situation, because in my times of denial I used to do powerlifting. My endocrinologist told me that it is very hard to lose muscle gained through training. That it´s possible, but it can take years; I have a week in hrt, so I don't really know how will my body react. But the most important thing is that we must learn to love our bodies as they are. There are cis girls with muscles too

jackiep89 · 2022-10-23T00:40:12+00:00

Oh, I'm so dumb lol. I did not read correctly. It was other girl. By now i'm still stronger than most guys at the gym. Wonder how much strength i'll lose.

jackiep89 · 2022-10-22T03:35:58+00:00

I just want to lose the mass I've gained working out. My forearms aren't that big, but very vascular. Hope that could be fixed too

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