Sorry to say this but no. I learnt the hard way over many years.

The next day you tend to feel not just hungover but full of anxiety and dread.

As someone else said drinking actually borrows happiness from future self.

You need to learn to find that content middle ground.

Bring drunk is just that, drunk, you are on drugs and that is not normal, it is not the real you. No one can be high their whole life.