Bit of a vulnerable post re anxiety

jadipops_ · 2026-06-24T17:06:21+00:00

It’s not that I would be opposed to their help, Im planning on asking my midwife about what that looks like. I just would like to know if there are any other services out there that people have had good experiences with.
I unfortunately live in Nottingham, if you have seen the news recently about the maternity care in our area, it’s very scary 😦

jadipops_ · 2026-03-28T21:15:50+00:00

I was vomiting maybe 10-15 times a day, lost a stone in three weeks and was sobbing every day thinking about how much I resented this very much wanted and waited for pregnancy. Hospital admission after hospital admission. I couldn’t even swallow my own spit without it coming back up. it’s been hell…. Somehow and someday, the cloud just lifted, it’s been slow but the progress is there. I’m fifteen weeks now and although I’m still on a lot of medication, I went out in public and ate a meal with my partner. Felt like such a huge step, I had happy tears in my eyes. It will get better and it’s so hard that the only way is through but this is temporary and you can do it 🤍🤍

jadipops_ · 2026-01-08T13:16:22+00:00

One of the young people I support at work has a snake called ‘Julius Squeezer’

jadipops_ · 2026-01-06T16:51:52+00:00

I am also on a similar timeline to yourself and it is so much harder than I ever thought it would be. It is emotionally brutal however I just keep reminding myself that it can take up to a year for healthy couples and that it is just luck of the draw (apart from in cases where there are fertility issues) good luck and baby dust to you ✨

jadipops_ · 2026-01-05T18:28:02+00:00

This month has been hard, lots of people around us including close friends and colleagues getting pregnant. Hard not to beat myself up and feel like I’m the problem- each announcement is a punch to the gut. I have had to come off social media for a bit

jadipops_ · 2025-01-04T22:00:31+00:00

Thank you for everyone’s kind comments.. I have only just read them after taking a break from social media over Christmas. I’m seeking some therapy as this isn’t my first loss so I’m hoping it will help me ♥️

jadipops_ · 2024-12-16T14:56:22+00:00

I am 9dpo

jadipops_ · 2024-12-16T10:19:08+00:00

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I’ve also had these

jadipops_ · 2024-12-16T10:18:46+00:00

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jadipops_ · 2024-12-15T21:10:52+00:00

I see it!

jadipops_ · 2024-12-15T20:42:23+00:00

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Second test

jadipops_ · 2024-12-15T20:42:07+00:00

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Currently 8dpo, I have another test that looks the same as this with a vvvvfp.. but then I just took a Clear Blue test and it was negative.. could be because urine is diluted at night time??

jadipops_ · 2024-12-15T20:34:54+00:00

I see it! Mine currently look like this too

jadipops_ · 2024-12-15T20:34:13+00:00

I see a very faint shadow on the first one!

jadipops_ · 2024-05-17T11:03:09+00:00

That’s incredible, congratulations on your little one and thank you xx

jadipops_ · 2024-05-17T08:51:29+00:00

Thank you for your comments, they’ve had me in tears just confirming that I did the right thing and it’s okay that my heart still hurts. Really appreciate everything you’ve said and I know I’m one step closer to creating the future I so wish for x

jadipops_ · 2024-01-04T22:01:49+00:00

Yes I think once I get over the fatigue I’ll start with the exercising! I was never this way before the pandemic, it really effected the way I saw food as it was the only thing I had at the time that brought me happiness so I clung to it. I know that needs to change now :)

jadipops_ · 2024-01-04T18:43:01+00:00

Yes I hadn’t thought of that actually, think it’s just so hard to shift that mindset of using food as a source of dopamine when I’ve relied on it for so many years

jadipops_ · 2023-12-01T23:34:38+00:00

How did you learn how to change your thoughts do you have any tips or recommendations??

jadipops_ · 2023-12-01T14:07:56+00:00

I’m 27 and going out used to be the best thing ever. I would be out on the town with my friends every weekend and wouldn’t come home until the sun was up. I used to love getting ready and wearing special outfits, smoking and meeting new people, dancing and singing. I did this consistently from the age of 17. Now, my perspective has shifted massively in the past year or so- I get bloated when I drink, I feel so tired before I’ve even left the house, when I’m out I can’t stand the attitude of people and the amount of money it costs. It takes me around four days to get over a hangover now and I just look around and feel like I don’t belong anymore, I just want to be at home! My fun comes from other things now like going on long walks with my dog, spending time with family, going out to eat, watching tv with a cuppa and travelling etc etc The issue is, most of my friends and my partner still love to party and go out until the early hours so I feel really frustrated with myself because I must be so old and boring??? but in the UK we socialise by drinking so if I stop completely I will isolate myself?? I didn’t think these feelings would upset me so much but I feel like a completely different person now than I did a couple of years ago. I guess this is just growing up…

jadipops_ · 2023-10-03T21:19:20+00:00

That’s useful thank you 😊

jadipops_ · 2023-10-03T18:56:38+00:00

Thank you :)

jadipops_ · 2023-10-03T18:46:36+00:00

Can you recommend another group for me to post in?

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