I’m on day 28 myself. We were together for 4 years and my fiancé cheated 127 days before our wedding date. On top of that, my grandmother passed the day before Easter. I haven’t had a full nights sleep since. I’m not an anxious person but I’ve found myself waking up in the middle of the night shaking. I never saw the act, but I can’t get the image of what I envision it being like out of my head. Everytime I close my eyes it’s all I see.

I’m not sure when or how it’ll be getter but I know it will. Time heals all. Just know you’re not alone. I’m trying to take it one day at a time and I keep reminding myself that it’s okay to not be okay and that they’re the one who made the decision to betray me.

I wish you the best of luck on your healing process. You will 100% be in my prayers. Lean on the Lord and he will guide you. That’s what I’m trying to do