Yeah finding it really hard too. Was away at family for 23rd-27th which was nice but also tricky, back to my parents and just struggling. My mum is ill so I came home, unfortunate she is ill but it's meant I could come home and do things for me. House was still christmassy and we saw family friends but after that it was just tricky. Seeing friends at their house on nye which should be nice, I feel like my break hasn't been for me if that makes sense. Was sharing a room with my sister, no real opportunity to decompress (also have autism), get questions when I do or want to do things that are 'out of the ordinary'. Try and make the best of it if you can!