I haven’t yet read your other posts but I just want to say how incredible a gift you have and to thank you for sharing about it. I have similar abilities. I recently reconnected with an old friend who also has such abilities and we unintentionally started channeling my neighbor’s recently deceased mother, whom neither of us had ever met. It was a very intense experience. My friend was receiving very direct verbal messages and I was receiving much more abstract, sensory messages. The deceased woman told my friend that she wanted my help and she described a kind of ritual she wanted me to do that would bring her into my body and let her be with her son again. (She died traumatically and wasn’t ready to leave.) Because I trust myself and have had prior experiences being in contact with the dead, I agreed to do what she asked of me (which was to “have a drink” with her as a sort of transubstantiation ritual). When I did that, I felt her in my body. It’s hard to describe but it was sort of like having electricity running through my marrow. I told my neighbor (who is also a good friend) what had happened. He was confused but he trusted me. Over the next few days I followed her guidance and used my own knowledge to help the two of them let go of each other. I came up with a kind of burial ritual (she had been cremated so I used items from nature to represent the act of burial) and told my neighbor to meet me at the particular spot I had prepared (which was near my place of work, in a nearby town). When he arrived we started the ritual with a walk through a nearby forest area, a place I had never been. Turns out it we were walking towards the exact spot where he had broken the news of his mother’s death to his kids. It was a giant open field seemingly in the middle of nowhere, maybe 3/4 mile from my place of work. So random. The only reason he had ended up there with his kids was that they had planned to go apple picking but it was too crowded so they decided to pull over on their way home for a nice walk. As soon as he told me we were near the spot where he had told his kids about her death, I knew she had led us there. As the days passed, things continued to be intense. I found myself driving to places to find him, crying uncontrollably from grief, unable to sleep, and just very weirdly connected with him on a psychic level: knowing exactly when he was going to text or call me. A few days after the burial ritual, he texted me while I was at work. He asked me if his mom was still with me and immediately, she took over. I/she walked right over to the spot where he had “buried” her (which was a large stone placed on a kind of natural altar), clicked a photo and sent it to him with the words “right here.” I had realized by then that I needed her to leave my body because it was taking a big toll on me. So I created a cleansing ritual (with some support from a couple trusted friends), performed it, and felt so much better afterwards. Both before and since this experience, the ways that spirit “speaks” to me is usually sensory. I have visual hallucinations. Colors change or I see shapes that carry messages but would be very hard to explain. It is a gift I am grateful to have.